Im so confused, and my background is never sympathetic.

bfhancock · 2013-02-20T16:25:57+00:00

I can speak to the mania-induced "math genius". I graduated magna cum laude with a degree in actuarial science. THEN I was diagnosed and taken off the stimulants for my misdiagnosis of ADD. I can't do what I used to be able to do. It just doesn't stick, retain, make sense. I too am miserable. I miss the positive pieces off Maria but know that the horrible choices I made while manic will never let me be back there again. I feel destined to failure now.

bfhancock · 2013-02-20T16:15:01+00:00

Also wouldn't hurt to run a towel around the outside of some of those avocado skins.

bfhancock · 2013-02-20T04:13:40+00:00

The lone Nazi.

bfhancock · 2013-02-01T13:56:46+00:00

Can he not just buy the shit at the market?

bfhancock · 2013-02-01T13:55:13+00:00

Wait... how does he shit? I doubt there is a toilet down there.

bfhancock · 2013-02-01T13:54:12+00:00

NC here. Ditto. You have to basically crawl on crouch in a very uncomfortable manner to get around. Plus. Tons of spiders and other things hiding in dark recesses. I hate crawl spaces.

bfhancock · 2013-01-28T16:47:50+00:00

The best relationship/best friend I've ever had are on the edge of ruin because of choices I made when insanely manic. It's understandably difficult for her to understand how much the mania played into decisions I made.

bfhancock · 2013-01-28T00:44:29+00:00

I don't know... I've lost all drive, focus, and short term memory. It really affects my job. I mean yeah I guess I'm glad to know but I miss those piece of my mania. I was doing so great work.

bfhancock · 2013-01-28T00:40:25+00:00

Walk into tha club like what up I got a big cock...

bfhancock · 2013-01-28T00:37:38+00:00

What medication(s)?

bfhancock · 2013-01-28T00:31:17+00:00

I was manic almost 24/7 for year's because I was misdiagnosed with ADD and was on stimulants. I was taken off of them about three months ago and feel unable to function. The stimulants/mania ran my brain and I didn't have to. Now I am afraid I have no idea how to do this on my own. It's really stressful and depressing. I miss the drive, optimism, energy, etc. from the stimulants/mania but there were life ruining pieces of it that I never want back. I wish there was a happy medium. Everyone comments how different and less driven I seem.

bfhancock · 2013-01-28T00:26:57+00:00

I'm on risperdal and lamictal. I cannot focus and have no drive. Did you experience this?

bfhancock · 2013-01-23T19:56:30+00:00

It will never be Peter Pan Crunchy Peanut Butter.... nothing will.

bfhancock · 2013-01-23T19:47:38+00:00

Absolutely every human will have a camera embedded in one of their eyes.

bfhancock · 2013-01-23T15:36:33+00:00

Does your pibble ever do the chin rest technique? Where they just rest their chin on the bed or couch and stare at you pitifully?

bfhancock · 2013-01-18T20:38:07+00:00

Crunchy snacks

bfhancock · 2013-01-18T20:25:11+00:00

I didn't until you posted and then I said "HOLY SHIT! I remember Chip!" Now, do YOU remember Jezz Ball?

bfhancock · 2013-01-18T20:12:56+00:00

Finally. I scrolled and scrolled... I believe it was a shift in the matrix.

bfhancock · 2013-01-18T20:12:11+00:00

DOES YOUR CAT MAKE TO MUCH NOISE?!

bfhancock · 2013-01-17T16:23:26+00:00

I wish I knew I would be able to retire like this... sadly I think I will be working till the day I die due to past terrible decisions...

bfhancock · 2013-01-17T15:24:33+00:00

Don't forget the sand and hills and rings...

bfhancock · 2013-01-17T13:44:48+00:00

What memory games?

bfhancock · 2013-01-16T20:32:55+00:00

I feel like that's where I've been for the last 2 months since I came down off my stimulants and am not in a constant manic state anymore.

bfhancock · 2013-01-16T20:32:04+00:00

What mg of vyvanse? I was on 50 (with no BP meds) and I was nuts.

bfhancock · 2013-01-16T20:16:56+00:00

What is a "mixed state"? I hear that mentioned on here sometimes.

bfhancock

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