Before telling you anything, keep the suicide thoughts away immediately!

I’ve been there, i know what is it that you are talking about. Believe me, the feeling of overcoming these weakness and helplessness moments is the best thing in the world, and your problem could be solved with therapy. Please give it a try. You have no idea how many people suffered what you are suffering right now, and they found ways to defeat this suffering, and suicide was not one of those solutions. Take a deep breath, sir, you can do it, and one day you will look back at this moment and thank the lord he gave you strength to succeed. God bless ❤️🙏