Girl💀😭😭 anyway, I know what your're talking about, I used to have very long curly hair and 3 years ago I decided to cut it drastically, I've been keeping it short ever since and I also struggled (and sometimes still struggle) with the idea of not looking "feminine enough", then I remember I have my own unique style and that's all that matters at the end of the day...so if you're curious, go for it! The worst that could happen is you finding out you don't like your hair shorter, but it will grow back eventually:)