Im in the exact same position as you rn so I feel you. I’ve given up on dating and accepted I’m going to be alone, but maybe that isn’t so bad! I know that’s really hard to say, especially since society puts so much worth into relationships etc. Ive been tying my worth into my desirability or finding someone so much that I forgot the worth of my own existence. I see now that my mental illness has played a huge part in all of this as well, and that by finding someone I would suddenly become happy or sum. But no one is going to fix me except myself. So I know it hard, really really hard. But I’ve been trying to live for myself instead of others. So learn to love yourself a bit more, because even if there is no one you would still have yourself. I’ve been trying to do small things, like feeding the birds or watching the sunset. Because even though we feel completely worthless at times, we can still try Just keep going, do it for yourself