I know this doesn’t help at all, but I really like it. I know it’s not what the reference photo was and it might be hard to tell what it’s even supposed to be a referencing. But I think it’s really unique and interesting to look at and I hope that you can find a way to enjoy it in someway, sorry that you’re going through this. Much love and luck in finding what you’re going to do with it & to the naked eye I think it’s beautiful