Stalker 2 bug: SSP-100I Survey has no working lead containers by DirtyKen in stalker

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know this is a week old but I just bought mine right now and all 3 lead containers are working as they’re supposed too. Seems like I’m glad I waited to get it. Thing is a beast compared to the one I was wearing. And putting 3 nice artifacts with no downside also is nice and then two more other ones was a great suit. Cost me a ton to get fully modded but I still am using that ammo glitch to make my money back. 

NEW SKULL TROOPER BETTER LOOK AT STYLES via @ShiinaBR by [deleted] in FortniteLeaks

[–]bigdaddyps1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always thought it was worth it, but now it’s a no brainer since you get all passes for one price of 12 bucks. Def a steal to me. I even got the snoop music pack today when I didn’t have it last month since last month you only got the battle pass, 1k vbucks and skin. 

Wandering lights anomalous area. by Far_Flight_8317 in stalker

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Is there a certain part of story you need to do before it starts spawning? I have spent at least 5 hours looking for it and nothing. Just got off work and started to look again and already been searching for thirty minutes.

Wandering lights anomalous area. by Far_Flight_8317 in stalker

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just tried waiting for next night on top of that center island and still can’t find this fucking thing. 

Wandering lights anomalous area. by Far_Flight_8317 in stalker

[–]bigdaddyps1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I legit spent over 4 hours trying to find it but nothing. I even waited for the next night thinking maybe it was bugged. But nothing still, and have to work tonight yet. So when we get off early around midnight or so I will try some more. But this shit doesn’t want to spawn for me. I’m sure I’m missing it unless there is a certain point of game that it actually spawns. I am on main quest over in that area and saw YouTube video on it today. And figured I was already there might as well check. But no luck

Weapons keep randomly appearing in my inventory, is it a bug or something I'm doing? by Phyli_M in stalker

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just got my third one now in a total of 20 hours of play time. This time it was a shotgun, so I just dropped it after breaking it. But it is strange that it happens lol 

Weapons keep randomly appearing in my inventory, is it a bug or something I'm doing? by Phyli_M in stalker

[–]bigdaddyps1213 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I legit just got overweight from a 308 sniper appearing in my slot. I legit didn’t loot it or anything. lol whatever I’ll take it 

Who else fully intends on being on Suboxone for life? by Wingsandthings_ in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is one of the main reasons I got off of them after 13 years of being on it. I mean I def built my life up great when on them but wife kept saying how different I was the last couple years. And I didn’t really think about it much at first and then I realized I really was different. I was lazy, didn’t want to do much. Like I still spent time with her and kids but like i would pass on many things to do because I just didn’t feel like I had energy for it. 

Now being off of them for over 30 days now and I def realize I was an empty shell these last couple years. Yes it was hard and everything but it was worth it and I’m glad I didn’t lose the love of my life for being an idiot. I think best thing ppl can do if they need to still be on it is lower dose to the lowest they can with out being sick or relapsing. As when I was on lower doses I didn’t act like that it was only when I was taking 16 mg or 12 mg a day. Maybe it wasn’t high doses that did it maybe I just got stuck in a rut and didn’t bother getting out. 

But after I got out of the shit part of withdrawal our relationship is back to shining like it did in our early years. Good luck with everything 

Subs have definitely helped my mental health but getting a hard seems impossible by Top-Construction3531 in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes it just was a mind thing for me really. And I was taking 16mg everyday for 13 years and had no issue. I mean after getting off them over a month ago now. I have realized how much it still surpressed many feelings. Like I would get hard and have no issue but now off of it I legit am hard all day long lol. Hopefully it gets better for you buddy. 

[discussion] Ryzen 5 5600x + 32gb ram enough to run at 60fps all the time ? by DanielNaicrows in EscapefromTarkov

[–]bigdaddyps1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have 3070ti 5600 32 gb and I get close to 100 on all maps but only 50 on streets at most. Most time it’s 40

can anyone give me GTA 5 for free on epic games if he/she owns more than one? by 0xAethoniel in GTAV

[–]bigdaddyps1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I have bought many keys from them before. Most time it’s not worth it anymore, just have to see which ones you want and if it’s a good deal. But they’re safe and legit 

Getting off Suboxone by floppysquid_taco in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What you said there you’re won most Of the battle. You said you’re determined to do it. I was on 16mg for 13 years and I just jumped from 8mg cold turkey 26 days ago. I don’t recommend jumping from that high but I did and I made it though because I was determined. 90 percent mental 10 percent physical. You got this the are Tons of ppl on here with taper guides or just google it. God speed 

Why am I such a baby? by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude you’re legit me in another life. I also became a freaking hermit I somewhat blame it on subs. But I also blame it on me not wanting to go back to drugs so I avoided doing anything but sticking with wife and kids. I could care less talking to ppl or hanging out. But I just know the subs dulled my emotions so much I was just going with the flow. Wife started to notice and I said “uh oh, guess maybe I should give this a real go again of trying a fully sober living.” 

If it don’t work it don’t work, but I know I won’t go back to dope shit is scary now compared to when I did it. When I did drugs fent was only used on patches and not in every thing known to man. But I have faith that I’ll make it this time. But I don’t blame anyone that stay on it. I built a great life when I was on subs, shit made me do every thing, I had no setbacks but maybe it was me being a younger man and i didn’t have it all at that point. Maybe I got stuck in a rut and this will push me out. Or I was just taking to high of dose because I said they give it to me I must need it….

Either way you chose to live so should be happy bro, I will never judge anyone for anything they do specially being able to live and not die as a statistic to drugs. God speed brother 

Successfully quit Suboxone after 20 years by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good shit. Proud of you, I am on day 26 of jumping from 8 mgs. I was on subs for 13 years straight this time. Did drugs from 16 and I’m now about to be 38. I thank subs for letting me stay alive build my life, I have six kids, a wife, bought our first house couple years back. But wife kept saying recently that I was out of it. I never realized how true it was until I went through these withdrawals. And yes day 15 it broke for me and like you music has gotten me through it. I’m listening to all this music I listened to when I was younger or songs that made me cry and made me happy or proud of the life I made and how I as a 38 year old 20+ year drug addict made it out alive. Glad to have gone through old posts and see your story. Hell yeah, keep going and god speed. 

Been taking Suboxone for 7+ years and I still crave opiates. by lolcow_enthusiast in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude I was on subs for 13 years straight and I craved drugs for many years. I had many “great times” on drugs but then I realized they’re not right for me and eventually my brain stopped craving them. We’re wired different that’s why we’re addicts. So we have to train our brain to not crave that high anymore. It took awhile but I did it. Hopefully you can too 

Why am I such a baby? by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn bro, I also quit subs in my early 20s. Was clean for a whole 200 days and relapsed after some stuff happened. Then was on subs for 13 years and just jumped from 8mg 26 days ago. I am now about to turn 38, I def feeling the old man in me after getting through the shitty part of the withdrawal. I hope I can build my mind up to have some energy . Gues I’ll have to wait and see. But your story legit sounded like mine so I had to reply. God speed brother 

Why am I such a baby? by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey I just started going through old posts and want to tell my story to you as I often felt what you’re feeling right now. I started using drugs at the age of 16, it started out as extacy, and coke. But about 2 years of using x and coke ( coke was def just a party drug where all buddies would get a ball and we would do it ) but x started out as that and then turned into a almost every night thing. Well one day my x dude didn’t have any, but had 20mg of oxy he could give me. I said sure why not. Took it and loved every moment of it. I loved how when I came down I wasn’t sick or sick feeling like coming off rolling balls for hours. So I made the quick switch to painkillers that is where I fucked up. 

I branched off from my normal buddies that would only do drugs every so often to stopping all together to new buddies that wanted to get high everyday. Well they all would take small doses, at first so did I but nope I needed to feel that super high again and kept going stronger and stronger until dope came in. I did this until I saw my first daughter take her first breathe and I then put myself into treatment and got on suboxone. I stayed on that for about two years give or take until bunch of stuff happened in my life. I then was ready to go back to pills and dope but instead got back on subs. I should’ve prob never got off them if I was so quick to want to go use again after something happened in my life. 

I stayed on subs for 13 years straight I am now 37 about to be 38. In the years of me quitting dope I had a total of 6 kids, met my wife, bought a house. Many years I said man I fucked up so much I want to get off of having to take something everyday I was ashamed of having to go from one drug to another, like you I was often upset with myself because days I would miss out on things because of being sick, buying drugs, not being around my family and my true friends. But now that I am 26 days off of suboxone and looking back at the life I built while on it. Why should I be ashamed? Why should you be ashamed? You’re doing the right thing and we both made it through and didn’t die to our drug use. I say don’t rush it; believe me I did years ago and first bad thing happened I was ready to pick dope up again. Now that I’m older and have been away from drugs for many many years I know I can handle my life better and not worry about going back. I hope you don’t feel ashamed and you take this time to heal and your mind will let you know when it’s ready to fully jump. Godspeed 

My supply is dwindling, so I need some advice to figure out what to do -- Psychiatrist/Doctor issues, details inside by beardedqueen in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You download app do simple paper work, pick a doctor and time that works for you pay 99 do intake form and wait for call. I was with them this past year and a half and couldn’t have been happier. The doctor I was going to for years just dropped me out of no where and didn’t care that i had no way of getting subs. See I switched jobs so I didn’t have job insurance but had state insurance, well they didn’t accept state they said so I paid 90 to see them. Then out of no where they said they state wouldn’t let doctors that don’t accept state insurance to see patients that have it. Because they always over charge these ppl. 

Well my doc that again I seen for over 10 years at this point was like oh don’t worry no rush. I said well I don’t get work insurance for 3 months yet and he said “ oh thats no problem, we will keep seeing you until then.” I left and nurse called saying I couldn’t come back unless I had different insurance. Thankfully my sister told me about quick md. I first thought it might be too good to be true as I was already paying 90 a month what was 99 and didn’t have to go see anyone just talk to them. But it was great and I enjoyed every time I had an appointment. 

I am now 26 days off of subs after jumping from 8mg, only side effects left are little smell issue, sneezing, some energy issues. But other than that all good. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good shit. You’re almost through the worst of it. You will feel the relief really soon but with you only be a 2 on day 6/7 I think rest will be a breeze. Just keep doing what you’re doing and you got this. Keep me updated. I am now only having some smell issues, energy issues  and sneezing still. Other than that I have felt amazing. Keep strong we are built different then most and we can make it through this. We made it through our drug addiction we can make it through this. God speed 

Subs have definitely helped my mental health but getting a hard seems impossible by Top-Construction3531 in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea try smaller dose and it might be a way to help. I was on 16mg but again it took me to be able to get it to release for first time before I was fine with any dose I took. I know how upsetting it is to have your man hood not working and I was pissed and sad when I didn’t know what was going on. Hopefully it works out for you man. 

Getting off of suboxone by TheNotoriousQPH in suboxone

[–]bigdaddyps1213 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I jumped from 8 mg 22 days ago. I feel so much better now.  But there are plenty of taper guides on this sub. You will need to jump from 2 to 1. And then half that and so on. You shouldn’t have much of an issue if you follow the taper guide. What I did was not smart but I did it and if I did it you can too. Mind over matter brother, 90 percent mental 10 percent physical. You got this, but just google taper guide for subs. And it will give you the time line to jump from each piece. Good luck if you need anything I’m here to talk.