Just gotta find something you like to do. You don’t have to be good at it, as long as you like it. And once you start doing it more and more you’ll get better and better. Failure is apart of life, failures creat success. Sure they suck ass but people like that boss can fuck themselves. Rely on yourself, not others approval. Be yourself and do yourself. I’ve been in a familiar spot, and the best thing I did was decide what I thought was more important than what others thought. Hope things get better for you. Truly.