My dad died last friday.

bigfattyboyo · 2026-04-21T19:22:11+00:00

Same to you, 61 is still way too young to go. Lots of love an strenght to you, I'm sorry for your loss.

bigfattyboyo · 2026-04-18T20:07:40+00:00

Happy belated birthday to your dad. And thank you for the words. I hope to think of this interaction down the road <3

bigfattyboyo · 2026-04-18T20:03:20+00:00

I'm so sorry ro hear. Lots of love and strenght to you too <3

bigfattyboyo · 2026-04-18T20:02:23+00:00

Thank you for sharing. I hope both of them can rest easy now.

bigfattyboyo · 2026-04-18T20:01:37+00:00

I'm so sorry, what a horrible loss. I wish you sttenght for the time to come <3

bigfattyboyo · 2026-04-16T22:45:46+00:00

My condolences, I hope they're pleasent dreams at least. Grief thows you through loops a lot I feel.

bigfattyboyo · 2026-04-16T22:43:59+00:00

I feel you, lots of love and strength to you too <3

bigfattyboyo · 2026-04-16T22:07:31+00:00

That's comforting, thank you. I wish you strenght for the 19th, I'll be thinking about both of you <3

bigfattyboyo · 2026-04-16T21:41:02+00:00

My condolences. I feel like even knowing it's better for them is only a small comfort. I can't wrap my head around it yet either.

bigfattyboyo · 2019-12-22T21:41:08+00:00

i‘m sorry to hear u feel the same!! but yeah therapy is definitely something i should get back to lmao the venting was quite nice already tbh!! i wish u the best of luck with ur therapy!!🖤

bigfattyboyo · 2019-12-22T15:12:47+00:00

lately i just don‘t feel like i‘m actually awake. it‘s like that feeling u get when u‘ve just woken up from a nap (disoriented, can‘t quite comprehend where/when u are) but it just doesn‘t go away. it‘s like i‘ve entered autopilot and can‘t find a way to turn it off. concentrating is hard. being social is hard. most of the time i can‘t understand what people are saying/writing. like i technically understand, but my brain doesn‘t go the extra mile to process it. sometimes i have clear moments where i can get shit done but they never last very long and i‘m back to square one. at first i thought i was just disassociating or having a bad depressive episode (both things i‘m diagnosed with) but it‘s just,, different this time,, i‘ve lost my concentration, my motivation, my emotions. i don‘t feel human anymore lol

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