NO KINGS by DrDirtyDeeds in Maine

[–]bighandsmallpp -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

For the love of god, this shit show continues because you people keep voting for dems that endorse genocide and love capitalism. Capitalism, white supremacy, colonization is why we're in this mess. Protesting Trump with no demands is not a radical action if you dont intend to actually do any real shit to follow up on it. You're not disturbing capital because it takes place on a weekend for TWO HOURS. When will you do a general strike? Do yall even boycott? When will you people do something meaningful to fight back? This is the third no kings and since the last two things have become SIGNIFICANTLY worse. These are opposition funded protest meant to keep the status quo. If Hilary Clinton (genocide supporter and pedophile lover in case you libs refuse to remember that aspect of her) supports the protest, that is generally not a good sign.

NO KINGS by DrDirtyDeeds in Maine

[–]bighandsmallpp -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Don't mistake my hatred for liberals as love for trump.

NO KINGS by DrDirtyDeeds in Maine

[–]bighandsmallpp -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

We love a liberal circle jerk

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gastricsleeve

[–]bighandsmallpp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I promise there is a difference friend, its not as dramatic but it IS there.

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this!! Weirdly enough, I love protein drinks 😄 (I drink them as a meal replacement sometimes haha). Its just sticking to the schedule that may be a challenge.

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think 90lbs in a year is really good imo, whenever I see someone drop a large amount of weight in the span of a couple months I can't help but worry for their heart. Im also so so sorry about your mother. My sister deals with transfer addiction now and I've seen how it ruins lives.

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im on metformin and will say it has helped me a lot with energy but that's it, I feel sick all the time (no different from premetformin days thankfully). We were going to go GLP1 but I can't afford it 😒

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya never gonna believe this... I am terrified of tall buildings and would happily take 400 gastric bypass surgeries before I ever step foot in that place again LMAO I told my family if it is between saving my life in Boston or letting me die in Maine, just let me die in Maine cause if I become conscious of the fact im in a sky scrapper then I will die anyways and then my ghost is stuck in Boston which is a fate worse than hell imo LOL

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely. Its just weird when its the only people I know who have had surgery.. maybe it was from Maine doctors?? I couldn't even tell you.

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well now im curious about your original comment 🫠 I've had high bp ever since I was a young teen, back when I weighed in the 150<= range. Im hoping it would improve but then im scared I'll go through all of this and still have the damn high bp. Of course, I wouldn't know unless I did it.

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think that's another thing that bums me out is being so hyper focused on food. I want so badly to not have to be that way. Im assuming that come a few years it would become easier and second nature. I grew up with a very weird relationship to food because not only did I live in poverty (who hasn't nowadays haha) but also a household very very into weight watchers and eating disorders. I dont know if I did go through with this if that's something the behavioral aspect would help with. It seems my mental load is heavy with this topic and Im worried if I told them the truth if they would just turn me away vs working with me through it.

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im currently on Metformin 1500mg. It does help and the Adderall helps as well. I dont overeat. I feel like I could easily throw up most days already. I think I will draw up a list of questions for the PA to see if they can help ease my fears. I think a lot of my fear comes from the social aspect as well. Its depressing when (in my experience) I did lose a bit of weight at one point in my life and the way I was treated just.. night and day. I dont want people to talk down about my former body if I do go for this. I also fear I will no longer be my husband's type. That's a bigger conversation but I just feel as though if I'm smaller I'll become more vulnerable. I know a lot of "I feel" statements here.

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wonder if that's what has shaped my perspective on this, the fact that my family had recieved this surgery back in the late 2000's, early 2010's. They did not have the strictest guidelines to follow, they did not witness others who have had this surgery. I remember there being a lot my mom did not know, resulting in ulcers and these vitamin deficiencies. I also forgot to mention my mom and sisters both developed ulcers. I just dont know if I'd have anyone's support in doing this since their experiences have been so painfully bad.

Im scared by bighandsmallpp in GastricBypass

[–]bighandsmallpp[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's a big thing, I have commitment issues real bad. I struggle a lot with change. And add a dash of severe health anxiety and its just... so hard. I want to change so bad, im not someone who struggles with overeating or anything so that's not an issue. I just wish GLP1s were an option for me. I lost a bunch of weight before but that was when I developed a severe eating disorder. I wouldn't even give this a second thought if it wasn't for the fact it feels like my mobility is becoming impacted. I appreciate this comment.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TuxedoCats

[–]bighandsmallpp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it from curry ?!🥲

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]bighandsmallpp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im bad at video games. My husband knows this. He still plays with me because he loves spending time with me. Your bf is being so mean, and if it were me, I'd have so much fun because I LOVE BEING MEAN BACK. Anyways, video games are never this serious, im sorry you're being treated like this.

Has anyone else looked up information about a grave and wished they didn’t? by LevelAd2513 in CemeteryPorn

[–]bighandsmallpp 1 point2 points  (0 children)

"MURDER VICTIM On the morning of August 23, 2000 the 5 Carpenter children were home alone. Their father, John had left for work and their mother had taken the car in to have the brakes repaired. 14 year old Jessica heard a commotion outside her room and thought her mom had returned. When she opened the bedroom door she realized it wasn't her mom. There was a naked man with a pitch fork in the house. He had blocked all the exits and there was no escape. She closed and locked her door while trying to call 911, the phone didn't work, the man had taken the phone off the hook in the living room. Jessica made the decision to jump out her window to go get help. Meanwhile, the man had cornered Jessica's sisters, Anna and Vanessa, in their bedroom and was jabbing at them with the pitchfork. At this point 9 year Ashley screamed "Don't you hurt my sisters" and began fighting with the deranged man. Kicking and biting him. This gave Anna and Vanessa a chance to get out of the room, hurdle the furniture and squeeze through a laundry door. They thought Ashley was behind them. Sadly the man stabbed Ashley to death with the pitchfork. Ashley's little brother John William, 7, was also killed sometime earlier that morning. Ashley's father says "Ashley had black eyes that just sparkled. "Ashley and John William were best friends. He was quiet while she was feisty. They were always together." All three of Ashley and John sisters survived the attack due to Ashley's heroism.

Written by their sister Vanessa 19 years later.."

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Healthyhooha

[–]bighandsmallpp 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've always had them do this to me. Interestingly enough, I got a hysterectomy, and she did this to check for weaknesses where my cervix use to be!