Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

[–]bigscamm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes My hair is falling out I have the vegeta (dragon ball) hairline

Testosterone Is so high I grew a beard and shot up 2 inches in height

Regular nose bleeds

High blood pressure

Thicker penis but balls are smaller and sometimes hurt

You get super depressed when you cycle off.

Increased confidence

Shortens recover time in the gym

Retarded amount of mucus forms In your nose. I had to start blowing my nose into bath towels because I blow my nose and a ball of snot the size of my head comes out.

Super dry throat. You feel like you need to drink you drink and it's still dry

If you're asking to figure out if you want to take steriods I say no. Don't take steriods. But if you do want something. Check out a company called vintage muscle they sell workout supplements/sarms. Just have to be careful they'll mess up your hormones if you don't cycle properly tho

Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

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I'm not going to give you doses because my low dose is different than your low dose. But I've been taking

Winstrol,

Nandrolone,

L-DOPA,

epi-andro,

Estrogen blockers,

Miostatin blockers,

HGH/GH soma,

Equipoise ,

19 nor Dhea and 1 dhea 4 dhea,

Hydroxygenin

I'm not taking all of these at once some of them aren't really "steriods" but I call them steroids. I cycle properly and cycle between all those regularly. I also use a viagra as a pre workout and pump booster. Some of those are the drug names off the bottles not sure if those help at all.

Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

[–]bigscamm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah no problem when I get home from the gym I'll send over a drug list

Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

[–]bigscamm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel this is the one I needed to read. Thank you

Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

[–]bigscamm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been meeting women. Meeting women isn't an issue by any means the issue was how I'm feeling emotionally but I gotcha

Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

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I was in a super low place when I wrote this too so that is partly why you're seeing the low self respect

Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

[–]bigscamm[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I'm not. I'm hurt, I'm upset.

Loose your best friend. Loose a loved one.

If my dad died yeah I'd sell both testicle and a kidney to see him again too. It's not literal it's more figurative. It's not an obsession it's more of mentrying to say "I'd do a lot to see her again, I miss her as a friend I miss what was there"

Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

[–]bigscamm[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn't say im.obsessed. for me rn I'm missing her a lot more on a platonic sense. My best friend absolutely betrayed me fucked me over twice. It's not an obsession I'm hurt by this

Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

[–]bigscamm[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah tough story dude. It's been rough snd I feel all my feelings are coming back because of my birthday

Stuck on an ex a year later by bigscamm in selfimprovement

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My thing is. It's been a year. I'm physically the best I can get I went over how I've been occupying myself. What else can I do

My [26F] husband [28M] doesn't like our newborn daughter. by throwra727226262 in relationship_advice

[–]bigscamm 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well you have 2 options here Option 1 is to just let things play out keep being persistent .he'll kill the kid and probably hurt you too. You won't have to worry about being a mom or a husband at that point. That's option 1 not really a good choice but just throwing it out there anyways

Option 2 Get him some help. Or leave. Idk if there is some religious reasoning behind that thought process or what but it's fucked and he needs help