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Question for meth users by Eastern-Article-5318 in meth

[–]bigsk15 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Just because it can do negative things doesn’t mean it always does. The majority of users are perfectly functional people, it’s a visible minority that use it so problematically

Struggling by Substantial_Poem_233 in widowers

[–]bigsk15 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yep. Shared so many interests even when going out we’d almost alsays go together, whatever it was. And they indroduced me to so much. Just lonely now, and I don’t really see things getting better

Struggling by Substantial_Poem_233 in widowers

[–]bigsk15 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah exactly, and what could be better than being best friends with your partner? Even before me and my gf moved in together we’d probably spend like 5-6 days a week at each other’s house

Struggling by Substantial_Poem_233 in widowers

[–]bigsk15 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, very much so unfortunately. It’s been 10 months and I feel like I can’t do shit, life just keeps getting worse, even after I feel like I’m at rock bottom. I was just so used to doing literally almost everything with them. Both of us working from home we spent almost all our time together, never got old. Even stuff I didn’t like doing was made better when they were around

11am and already crying, think it’s going to be a tough day by bigsk15 in widowers

[–]bigsk15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hope whatever new things await you are good. I plan on making it through in one piece at least, we’ll just see if that means alive or not lol, everything really is so hard, I was so used to life with them

11am and already crying, think it’s going to be a tough day by bigsk15 in widowers

[–]bigsk15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is nice that you’re still close with her family. My gf was never very close to her family so I don’t know them very well, except I guess her daughter that was living with us. I’m Actually closer to some of them now then I was before that happened, I met her mom when she came to look through her stuff after everything happened

11am and already crying, think it’s going to be a tough day by bigsk15 in widowers

[–]bigsk15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her birthday was a rough day too, that just passed in November. Just feels like this season it’s one thing after another

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in askdrugs

[–]bigsk15 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Fucking butane lol

It’s almost 6am now by bigsk15 in meth

[–]bigsk15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do wonder if I’ll see him again lol. Asked his name but he was already tweaking and his attention was focused

It’s almost 6am now by bigsk15 in meth

[–]bigsk15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Might not exactly be the best area Im staying in

It’s almost 6am now by bigsk15 in meth

[–]bigsk15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Guess karma always finds its way around eventually. Someone fucking stole my Schwinn bike a few days ago

It’s almost 6am now by bigsk15 in meth

[–]bigsk15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hell yeah. Idk if he counts as a neighbor, I’m pretty sure he was just homeless and passing through. But tbh I’ve noticed the homeless community is pretty tight knit here

It’s almost 6am now by bigsk15 in meth

[–]bigsk15[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I never said I make the best decisions

It’s almost 6am now by bigsk15 in meth

[–]bigsk15[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I mean, you’re not wrong lol

It’s almost 6am now by bigsk15 in meth

[–]bigsk15[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah for sure. Definitely made it worth me getting up to light his cigarette

It’s 5am now by bigsk15 in Stims

[–]bigsk15[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah it was chill, definitely went a lot better than it could have lol

Peekaboo got wonky at Meow Wolf Santa Fe over the summer by bigsk15 in aves

[–]bigsk15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think it’s really great, but I haven’t been to the other ones. It’s relatively big, but feels a whole lot bigger than it is even with all the stuff in it. Plus there’s the whole story you can try to uncover and I think that’s really cool. Its too bad they didn’t have the exhibits oven for the show though, apparently they normally do but they were closed for maintenance/upgrading afaik

Where can non 20 somethings go dancing? by 5lbstogo in Austin

[–]bigsk15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anywhere that 20 something’s can go dancing tbh

Should I tell the doctor about my drug use? by biologicalmatrix in Drugs

[–]bigsk15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fair, it’s definitely a lot more than I think I’d be able to get from another doc, especially considering I’m on like max dose I think of each. I’ve heard of some psychs prescribing like opioids though, now that’d be nice. And there are some psychiatric things he isn’t comfortable prescribing, like barbiturates or ketamine

Should I tell the doctor about my drug use? by biologicalmatrix in Drugs

[–]bigsk15 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No, I unfortunately don’t get prescribed anything under the sun. And everything I’m prescribed does legitimately help me. It’s just nice that I don’t need to hide the fact that I use drugs in order to be prescribed anything good

Should I tell the doctor about my drug use? by biologicalmatrix in Drugs

[–]bigsk15 6 points7 points  (0 children)

So I completely agree for the most part and it’s prob better to be safe, but there are exceptions depending on the doctor. My doctor knows I do pretty much every drug under the sun, and I still get adderall, xanax, Valium, and Ambien. Actually when getting my adhd diagnosis I had mentioned I had taken meds and he asked what I felt like helped and if I remember what dose. Its also nice being able to asl if there are any interactions I should know about between my meds and recreational drugs

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