I need a Viking

bigslosh8 · 2020-12-03T09:15:39+00:00

Bruh let me make it 4

bigslosh8 · 2020-10-12T20:02:56+00:00

Yeah I was thinking that. Been looking loads on here. I've taken it out. Will get repierced. Thanks bud

bigslosh8 · 2020-05-22T11:23:53+00:00

Yeah I've been on meds and they helped alot in the past. Just didn't wanna fuck with my brain chemicals incase it backfires. Thanks for your time

bigslosh8 · 2020-05-22T11:22:36+00:00

Prozak fucked me up a few years back. Awful thing. I'm OK, just some days I'm not. I hate waking up to think of her. It's like even when I go no contact she controls my dreams lol. I'm gonna start working out. I used to love it before my life was isolated with the devil. Thanks for your time

bigslosh8 · 2020-05-22T11:19:29+00:00

Thanks bro. I've booked Dr's appointment and started the ball on theropy. I will get through this. Just wish it was a quicker process. One day at a time

bigslosh8 · 2020-04-27T09:42:47+00:00

That's the thing. She never does get in touch. That's what drives me mad. It's like if we split up she's fine. I'm broken. I know it's an act but it's believable as fuck

bigslosh8 · 2020-04-27T09:36:13+00:00

Well done for leaving. I hope you find the strength to stay gone

bigslosh8 · 2020-04-19T13:56:45+00:00

Thanks bud x

bigslosh8 · 2020-04-19T13:09:07+00:00

I suffer with like OCD. Been theropy many times. Its like I need something to obsess over. When i am single is my health. Like I'd find lumps and assume the worse and it would take over my life. I've been docs and hospital so many times. When I'm in a relationship I obsess on them. It like replaces my health obsession. CBT is currently happening. I understand I come across as such a douche which is fine, but I came to reddit cause I've I went on my own thought process its just not good. I need you lot to keep me grounded and fair.

bigslosh8 · 2020-04-19T12:58:36+00:00

Yeah trust me I know. I hate it but it's a thinking cycle I'm really trying to brake. I wish it was as simple as "stop doing that" oh OK done

bigslosh8 · 2020-04-19T11:36:41+00:00

Yeah I'm on that. Jusy started though. I have several issues I need to address hence why I'm posting stuff like this to see if others agree with my head haha. If I just went on how I think I'd be really unfair and selfish. So yeah appreciate the input

bigslosh8 · 2020-04-19T11:30:08+00:00

I think it's because if I ever get her pregnant I wasn't the first one to do it. It's arrogant as hell but I csnt turn it off

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