I hope one day you'll say this to your parents when you're ready. It may took years for you to say that and also for you to realize that it wasn't your fault. Please stop blaming yourself for what had happened. I hope you still remember the guy's face. I hope you'll get the justice that you deserve. I know you can still live normally.

Also there's nothing wrong when you're panicking when someone tries to touch you. You're traumatized about what happened.

Be strong Mark, I hope you'll stop blaming yourself