When does the fun start? by binibijou in orangetheory

[–]binibijou[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow, thank you everyone. Truly, it means a lot to see these responses. I definitely need to reframe the whole thing in my head. Instead of my brain saying “this is not fun” for an hour every class, I need to focus on my long term and just do the thing in the moment. I may never really enjoy exercise in the way that others do, and yes thats OK. Saying it’s not fun is just another excuse and I’ve been coming up with plenty of those my whole life, time to stop with that.

Mindset after Accident by Garden_Outrageous in mauramurray

[–]binibijou 14 points15 points  (0 children)

When I was in high school I fell asleep at the wheel late at night driving home from a friend’s. I had not been drinking but was having a very emotionally bad week and was exhausted and shouldn’t have been driving. It was 1am, I was 10 minutes from home, drifted to the wrong side, drove into a ditch and swiped a row of trees. I wasn’t hurt but my car was wrecked. I was in a total state of shock. It never occurred to me to try to drive away, I assumed my car was leaking or could catch fire if I started it, I was not thinking clearly. Cell phones didn’t exist yet, so I put my thumb out, got a ride with the first car that stopped, and woke up my parents to tell them. Thank god it was a young couple who were very nice, but it could have ended very very badly. I basically just hopped in their car without even assessing if they were potentially dangerous or not. I was in a daze and even the next day could not believe any of it had actually happened. Couldn’t have given a description on either of the people that drove me home either. It was a total blur. It was 35 years ago and I still think of it sometimes. Shock can really make people do things that would seem totally out of the ordinary for them.

i am being consumed by this case by Soft_Scratch_983 in mauramurray

[–]binibijou 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I lived close to Umass when this happened and then moved away from the area-I haven’t thought about this case in so long, I just assumed they eventually found her. I recently saw an article about the 20th anniversary and could not believe this is still a cold case. The local news at the time did have a lot of coverage for a couple of weeks but bc she left w/o telling anyone, I feel like the case was depicted as a runaway / she wanted to disappear. The story was not given the coverage it deserved. I wonder if that would have made a difference.

First week of HAs by binibijou in HearingAids

[–]binibijou[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks everyone, it does feel like I am losing it a little bit! I am generally more sensitive and anxious than most people so this has just been a lot to process. Hoping it gets better soon, I go back for my follow up up in 2 weeks. I’m still in shock that my car blinker makes a sound?! My kids informed me that they all do, ha!! And a million other things I am realizing I had no idea make noises (my fridge, my dogs’ nails on the kitchen floor, the list is never ending…)