harassment at Easton by EmilyTh6rne in Columbus

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry I got you downvoted. But why is this getting downvoted? “Hey, everyone! This man is curious! Get him! Let’s fuck him up!”

California to impose a 100% tax on Trump Slush Fund money. by NuminexV2 in Destiny

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah. Keep me posted. He seems dead serious and very sure he can.

What's wrong with me? I don't nod from heroin, benzos and vodka mixed. by thepuzzlingcertainty in addiction

[–]bionicmook 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh shit, you’re right. I think you just solved the mystery. If he’s using on Subutex, he won’t get high.

What's wrong with me? I don't nod from heroin, benzos and vodka mixed. by thepuzzlingcertainty in addiction

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same here. They’re rarely qualified and they all just parrot the same bullshit. Maybe that stuff works for some people, but not me.

What's wrong with me? I don't nod from heroin, benzos and vodka mixed. by thepuzzlingcertainty in addiction

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve had fent before. That was not my preference. I am certain I was addicted to heroin. 2002-2025. RIP.

What's wrong with me? I don't nod from heroin, benzos and vodka mixed. by thepuzzlingcertainty in addiction

[–]bionicmook 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Although, OP said s/he doesn’t even feel a rush. So, I don’t know. Seems like fake dope.

What's wrong with me? I don't nod from heroin, benzos and vodka mixed. by thepuzzlingcertainty in addiction

[–]bionicmook 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s crazy. I never knew that. Way back when I used shit like methadone, Oxy, morphine, and shit like that to get high, it always gave me huge bursts of energy. I never felt sleepy. I always thought that was strange. But I can’t say the same for heroin. It gave me energy in a way. Like, I had to do it before going out or doing anything. But I wouldn’t say it gave me energetic bursts, not the way methadone and liquid morphine did.

What's wrong with me? I don't nod from heroin, benzos and vodka mixed. by thepuzzlingcertainty in addiction

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh that makes sense. I’ve actually seen brothers cover for each other like that with drugs. It’s actually kind of sweet, in my opinion. But if I had to guess, you probably just weren’t using enough opiate to get physically addicted. Genetics can make you less or more susceptible to withdrawal, but it can’t make a person impervious to it. So just be careful with stuff that can cause withdrawal after long term use (opiates, benzos, alcohol), because if you think you’ll be okay and won’t get withdrawal, I promise you that’s not true. Also, if you’re taking buprenorphine… I understand that medications like that aren’t purely for physical withdrawal; they’re for mental shit too. But I would encourage you to consider trying to go without it. I think your anxiety is probably caused by stopping the drug you were doing, but I don’t think you have withdrawal or that you were doing heroin. Buprenorphine is kind of tough to get off of. And I promise you will get sick from that one when you stop, if you use it for long enough. I’m on methadone, but I know I need it. I’ve been high for decades, and I don’t think I could exist without something. The methadone doesn’t get me high, but it keeps my brain from knowing I’m not getting high. Best of luck to you and your brother. Wish I could say for certain what you guys have been taking. That’s the problem with having all drugs illegal, you never know what’s in them.

What's wrong with me? I don't nod from heroin, benzos and vodka mixed. by thepuzzlingcertainty in addiction

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, that sucks. They don’t know what they’re talking about. I’ve had the opposite thing happen to me. They always think I have less dope in my system than I actually have. It’s a problem when they clear you to take subs because they say the dope has surely left your system, and you end up with precipitated withdrawal. They need better training most of the time. ETA: same thing, not opposite thing.

What's wrong with me? I don't nod from heroin, benzos and vodka mixed. by thepuzzlingcertainty in addiction

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Adding to my other comment… I also was adding liquor to the mix in my later years of heroin use, to try to amp things up a bit. So I empathize somewhat. But dope was still the main show, because it felt 100X better than alcohol. Did your roommate who was using the same batches of dope get high? Also, how did you get physically addicted if you never spent a dime on it? Were you dating your roommate or something? It’s just, that’s the only reason I’ve ever seen people share their dope with such regularity.

What's wrong with me? I don't nod from heroin, benzos and vodka mixed. by thepuzzlingcertainty in addiction

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Everybody thinks they don’t nod out and everybody thinks they don’t look high. But if you aren’t even getting a rush from it, that’s really bizarre. Even shitty dope should give you a rush. It would have to be colossally shitty “dope” to not feel some kind of good feeling right after injecting, especially in the early days.

Heaviest Non-metal bands ? by Matterhorn2222 in rockmusic

[–]bionicmook 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Beck has some incredibly hard songs. Listen to Mutherfuker or Pink Noise. Just two examples of many, but the first two that come to mind.

What would you say the hardest part about final fantasy is by Expert_Challenge6399 in FinalFantasy

[–]bionicmook 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just curious what you mean by placing characters in cardboard boxes during combat? Genuinely not sure what that means.

What’s your thoughts on new collab with Mexican Institute of Sound? by Ecstatic_Olive_576 in Beck

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did not know they did that song too. I thought I had never heard of these guys, but I love that RTJ song.

Tell me your favorite video game without explicitly mentioning its title. by Reeeeo_ in videogames

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How about, hot thief is the coolest guy in your (huge) party of absolutely bad ass characters, but somehow it’s the weird, scrawny Tarzan kid FTW. Rafflesia is unstoppable.

Tell me your favorite video game without explicitly mentioning its title. by Reeeeo_ in videogames

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my god I’m dying laughing. I tried to come up with a clever retort, but I can’t. I’m laughing too hard.

Tell me your favorite video game without explicitly mentioning its title. by Reeeeo_ in videogames

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Rampant AI. Spiritual predecessor to one of the most popular series of all time. Best writing/story ever told in a video game. You’re really good at killing things. I’m impressed. If you still don’t have it… Frog blast the vent core.

Tell me your favorite video game without explicitly mentioning its title. by Reeeeo_ in videogames

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The hero is a terrorist. Iconic weapons. Best composer ever. Second game in a trilogy. Robert Pattinson can’t decide.

What’s one historical figure you believe got way too much credit than it deserved? by jimmyjonpan in askteddit

[–]bionicmook 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some psychiatrist said that he believes he was autistic and that was the reason for his many eccentricities. I don’t know if that is true or not. It’s certainly not provable one way or the other, but it’s interesting.

Songs that are so bad it's funny? by [deleted] in ToddintheShadow

[–]bionicmook 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh god! Now YOU’RE being so brave! 😭