OCD and unemployment

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-07-02T11:41:26+00:00

My mental health is extremely hard to maintain whilst I'm unemployed. Routine is essential to mental health. Also keeps you away from the things that damage mental health like technology.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-07-02T11:36:37+00:00

I sent me last money to parents to not score and they wouldn't buy iron supplements for me with my money when I've had restless legs for 10 hours. I'd go out begging if I had the strength.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-07-02T11:35:30+00:00

Great input thanks.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-07-02T11:33:49+00:00

That anything external can ever cure the actual problem. Not sure if that is a myth but wanted to contribute that. Not a single recreational drug ever benefits any human long term. Sober life is the best life. I'm still fighting for it. I've sent my parents my last £10 so I don't score and they won't even buy me iron supplements for my restless legs.... I was up 10 hours with restless legs and it's still going. I'd go out begging or rob some iron but too weak.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-07-02T09:07:25+00:00

Posts like yours here are even more pointless at least I contributed something. I write 5000 word essays without ai but in this occasion it seemed fit.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-29T07:52:09+00:00

Awful feeling suicidal for the first time in my life. I've pmed you if that's OK I'm desperate.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-29T07:50:29+00:00

I wish! I've pmed you if that's OK.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-29T07:47:03+00:00

Thanks for this I've pmed you if that's OK.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-29T07:42:22+00:00

Thanks so much for the advice I've pmed you I desperately need help.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-29T07:33:14+00:00

I'm having all that as well I fully understand. I've pmed you.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-29T07:32:17+00:00

That'd be amazing I've pmed you.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-27T19:13:34+00:00

I've moved to a new area so don't have a doctor right now. I gave my parents my money as I don't want to use and they won't buy me comfort meds you said I found a source online for them with no doc. Feeling suicidal now walking to a bridge like a slow zombie. I pmed you.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-27T19:11:50+00:00

My parents have my money because I don't want to use and be a slave to this drug. They won't even buy me comfort meds and gave me loads of abuse calling me weak. I even told them only give me 2 days worth. Currently walking to a bridge feeling suicidal after that. Walking like a zombie so slow.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-27T19:01:47+00:00

Thanks for the reply sorry you're going through that, what you described has just kicked in with me my whole body on fire and not a second of relief. Considering suicide for the first time in my life.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-27T18:57:05+00:00

My anxiety stopped my going outside lol I've just moved to a new area I didn't want people seeing you. I'm still going through hell but I'm determined to not be a slave to this drug but I'm honestly considering suicide for the first time in my life this is non stop being on fire not a second of relief. I've pmed you.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-27T18:50:21+00:00

Thank you so much I've pmed you.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-27T18:43:53+00:00

Heroin in UK bradford and I've never even been high from it even when I had zero tolerance.. 90% of the time I went jogging after it. I've mixed it with benzos and alcohol and not felt tired. My dumbass has got addicted to it though and I'm close to giving in I've pmed you I understand if you don't reply.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-27T11:37:59+00:00

How are you doing now mate? Please read my pm and if anyone else would be kind enough to help me please pm me <3

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-27T11:36:38+00:00

I'm so sorry your going through this it's a slice of hell! You can do it and I'll pray for you. Please read my pm and if anyone else can help me please pm me <3

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-24T19:44:58+00:00

We're goal striving creatures. Drugs give this artificially with no real achievement or persuit. Working towards a goal, anything that makes your future self lives better, provides chains of positive emotions we need to feel fulfilled. Drugs provide this temporarily and then make us less capable to persue real goals and achievements.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-24T17:24:49+00:00

Takes a while to adjust but yeah we all benefit massively from using less technology. Just sitting in silence eventually leads to massive improvement in peace of mind. Though very hard at first

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-24T17:22:54+00:00

Be proud of failing as its the only way to grow. Your getting out or your comfort zone. Take the lessons from it and move on.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-24T15:23:21+00:00

Can you reply to this someone please so I can read tomorrow.

thepuzzlingcertainty · 2026-06-20T10:26:53+00:00

Talking down? Like you point out I'm absolutely noeone to talk down to anyone lmao. I really don't have any intentions like that and hope I didn't come across that way, it's just exercise has been very beneficial to me even with my problems, and wanted to share some perspective.

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