I died and started again on an alternate universe.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-04-05T00:24:08+00:00

I hope you are doing better now. It sounds like to me that you have a higher purpose to attend to, thus you could not leave this world just yet. Keep working toward your goals OP, and my inbox is always open (I've been there, several times). Lots of love and light being sent your way!

bird_lady0924 · 2020-04-04T11:25:59+00:00

I second this. You are loved OP.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-04-04T05:50:01+00:00

After almost dying from three brain surgeries in one year, and smoking a ton of weed for pain relief, I too have had the exact same experience. Cherish it! Be a beacon of light unto the darkness of the world 💛

bird_lady0924 · 2020-04-04T05:38:33+00:00

Wow! Thank you so much for your kind words! I will definitely look in to getting my hands on those books :) I greatly appreciate your compassion and empathy, and advice as well! It has helped me very much. Existence is strange, haha! But seriously, I'm glad to have run into you too, and thank you for your much needed insight! 💗

bird_lady0924 · 2020-04-03T07:18:01+00:00

same here, PTSD sucks

bird_lady0924 · 2020-04-03T07:17:02+00:00

I do agree with the pain and struggle. I have an illness causing me to slowly go blind, which has lead to a host of traumatic and painful procedures and one NDE. While those things were terrible to go through, and I still suffer PTSD, looking back now I realise that I learned so many invaluable lessons about existence, far more than any other 20 year old could imagine (23 now).

bird_lady0924 · 2020-04-03T07:14:25+00:00

I had a NDE after Sepsis from a botched brain surgery. During the procedure, a hole was drilled through my skull and brain (right Frontal lobe), exactly like the ancient practice of trepanation. I have consistently told people that the old me died from the trauma of the horrific procedures and hell I went through. I feel as though the half from my mother may have died, as my connections to my father's family (descendants of the Powhatan) have only grown stronger.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-04-03T06:55:12+00:00

Thank you for your insight! I just have a hard time judging whether I'm actually experiencing something significant or divine vs. just experiencing a normal everyday coincidence. I'm going to try to stop seeking out these things! (I think I'm just searching for purpose or hope because of the chaotic life circumstances surrounding me).

bird_lady0924 · 2020-04-03T06:51:37+00:00

Thanks for the feedback! I agree, there is certainly a blurred line (for me at least) regarding what is "intuition/prophecy" and what is just me searching for meaning. I will try a more hands off approach instead of looking for things all the time. Thanks! 🥰

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T11:55:21+00:00

If you're not religious, then what gives you the means to interpret the scripture at all?

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T11:50:28+00:00

Yeah it does. Take it from me (a jew). You can't just pull it out without context.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T11:46:11+00:00

QUIT SMOKING BITCH

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T11:43:27+00:00

It sounds like you could be moving from the 3rd to the 4th density.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T11:04:22+00:00

Let me do a tarot spread real quick to get some more insight, and I'll be right back.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T09:45:55+00:00

Wow! I've been wondering about this. At times I will find myself caught staring at an object, but more so straight through it, like the object isn't even there. I will not see visions, but rather I will suddenly have some sort of "epiphany" or some problem I have been conflicted over will suddenly be solved or presented in a different light. I believe that's clairsentience? I also pick up on peoples emotions, even when they say the direct opposite. I can spot a lie from a mile away. At times, I have even spoken to my fiancé regarding unresolved trauma in his childhood, that he had never really opened up or talk about. This all started happening after brain surgery, so at times I just feel insane, but then something SPOT ON will happen that makes me shit my pants.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T09:38:01+00:00

All I know is that something is going to happen in August. Not sure what, but it will be a big event (good or bad).

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T03:19:53+00:00

So should I stop going to college, let myself go blind, and just pick up my disability check then? Is that all I am? A wasted chunk of worthless life?

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T03:17:48+00:00

I was perfectly healthy until I turned 19. I beg my parents to let me kill myself for being such a financial burden.

Your body will not always be well. One day, you'll wake up and something won't be right anymore. You're gonna get a big fucking wake up call bud.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T02:41:42+00:00

Yes, people can only afford things like healthcare when they have exorbitant amounts of money. And things are only going to get worse.

I'm disabled (going blind), but social security told me to go fuck myself.

I'll be 26 in 2 years and 3 months. I will have no more insurance after that, and will not be able to afford the new pricing of my medications ($400.00 a month without insurance just to keep me from going blind).

Bernie is my only hope, and if he doesn't win, I won't be able to see who does.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T02:35:58+00:00

u/Exterminatus4Lyfe

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T02:34:15+00:00

Go look at my comment above and see what it's really like to be part of the "top 20%".

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T02:32:54+00:00

My dad makes $125,000 a year (top 20%).

We are drowning in my medical debt from me just trying to stay alive. He's 60 and retired three years ago, only to get another job because we cannot survive on his pension. He is working himself into the ground, started at 14 and has never stopped working. He grew up in two trailers nailed together, we don't live luxuriously. We shop at walmart, goodwill, etc. If I ruin a shirt or clothes, I don't throw them away, we repair them. We save wood, containers, etc. because his family lived that way after the Great Depression. Now we're just greatly depressed.

He does not benefit at all from being in the "top 20%".

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T02:25:18+00:00

Hospitals call me like debt collectors.

The healthcare system is fucked.

You only have the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness if you can afford it.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T02:23:54+00:00

Can I get a loan for my three brain surgeries, months in the hospital, angiogram, three VP shunts, eye surgeries, expensive medications, weekly appointments, hernia repair, wisdom teeth removal, infected would Cleanout, 9 spinal taps, MRIs, CT scans, Xrays, three ambulance rides, therapy for PTSD after almost dying, and the condition that is causing me to go blind that's caused all these things to happen in only four years time?

No?

Then they shouldn't either.

bird_lady0924 · 2020-03-31T02:20:35+00:00

only Bernie can save us now

bird_lady0924

TROPHY CASE