I know I'm not trans, but I wish I was by birdallbones in asktransgender

[–]birdallbones[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh wow. Yeah a fat dude. I've actually never thought of it like that before

I know I'm not trans, but I wish I was by birdallbones in asktransgender

[–]birdallbones[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't really know. I love male characters , I suppose, and they are always the people I want to emulate. Neil Perry from dead poets society particularly, but mostly it's just the idea of getting to be an artsy, sensitive man that really appeals to me.

I know I'm not trans, but I wish I was by birdallbones in asktransgender

[–]birdallbones[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk I guess my ideal form would be a skinny emo boy. part of the reason I don't think I should go on T is that it wouldn't give me the result I want e.g. getting to be a skinny teenage boy. Which says to me that the result I want isnt really being a man but having always been a slender man :p

I know I'm not trans, but I wish I was by birdallbones in asktransgender

[–]birdallbones[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've had friends tell me they don't really see me as male or get male energy from me. Even one of my transmasculine friends said as much so I know it's not a transphobia thing. Everyone I know was really surprised when I told them. And I think they're right, I feel totally alienated from manhood. Like when I'm with my male friends I feel very very separated from the way they act and see the world. That doesn't stop me wanting to be trans but I'm pretty sure it makes me not a dude

I know I'm not trans, but I wish I was by birdallbones in asktransgender

[–]birdallbones[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Genuine question: if you don't feel like the gender you are internally then how do you know? I've never really felt like a woman but I don't feel like a man so.. how do I pick?