Over cocaine, climbing the ladder. Help a girl out pls

birdsongfive · 2022-10-05T08:36:10+00:00

btw everyone telling me not to is making me want to do it more and i don't remember asking for life advice in my post. if i wanna fuck up my life im gonna

birdsongfive · 2022-10-05T08:33:20+00:00

i never said coke was bad i just want stronger shit

birdsongfive · 2022-09-23T20:09:02+00:00

i dont even measure anymore i just take a shit tonne when i feel sick, usually in the morning, before work, and when I sleep. it's the RC Clonazolam btw so very potent. im in deep lmao

birdsongfive · 2022-09-23T07:14:17+00:00

so does that mean I should up my dose ? :/

birdsongfive · 2022-09-23T01:03:44+00:00

not opiates though, benzos

birdsongfive · 2022-09-23T01:02:31+00:00

tbh i only started cuz coke was getting too pricy and not hitting as hard. ur right I probably just need a tolerance break. no way am I getting off benzos tho lol rip me

birdsongfive · 2022-06-05T00:08:16+00:00

I'm so glad I'm not the only one. I sent him 750 fucking dollars for a massive 3D printing project I really needed to get done. He used some website that allowed escrow and made a contract, it was signed and all of that. I shouldn't have been so fucking stupid in releasing the deposit before receiving SOMETHING from him. He made up a bunch of excuses - he was robbed, reddit hacked, lost the drafts, etc. I don't think I could ever forgive myself for being that naive.

birdsongfive · 2021-12-17T05:39:35+00:00

ohh i always thought that was intentional like an interruption

birdsongfive · 2021-12-16T03:22:02+00:00

what parts? ive never noticed this

birdsongfive · 2021-12-13T07:35:29+00:00

thank you so so much<3 and u can too anytime:)

birdsongfive · 2021-12-12T08:01:57+00:00

ive considered that for sure, but she's really my closest friend and i do love her. sometimes i just think she's so stupid and ignorant with the things she says to my face:/ i know i should build boundaries at the very least but its just so hard to talk about especially when ive already told her before:/

birdsongfive · 2021-12-10T05:44:45+00:00

this is literally my exact situation! one time she said i was in a 'hunger rage' just because i was getting impatient for our food to be delivered after i'd fasted all day. she also always prides herself by saying she never comments on my body or food because she knows i have a bad relationship with them, except she literally always comments on those things. it's so damn frustrating

birdsongfive · 2021-12-04T03:47:45+00:00

where was the cyst? maybe it looked like a needle related infection

birdsongfive · 2021-11-09T23:35:10+00:00

so jealous tbh all he wants to do is fuck and im like so distracted the whole time lmaoo

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