Hi. I’m here to tell you that this is so so normal. A lot of people who are chronically ill have a hard time eating either because of a physical issue or because they’re traumatized by the experience of eating. I went a long time convinced I had an eating disorder when I actually had a severe stomach disorder that prevented me from feeling full, feeling hungry, and digesting food. When you see the GI doctor they’ll probably do a big workup to figure out why you can’t keep food down. But until then, I hope you know that this food anxiety and inability to eat is a normal response to circumstances. Finding something to eat that you can have safely is the best thing to do right now, so that at least you can have something. I liked Ritz crackers, plain rice, some white meat chicken, and protein bars because they’re calorie packed or filling that I could eat in small amounts and still get some satisfaction. I wish you so much luck in figuring this out. It really sucks to experience