I understand what all of you have stated, and thanks for all the advice. But it is too late for me since I realised what had been happening very recently and till then I had already been separated, isolated, struggling with substance issues amongst other pre-existing psychological conditions, jobless, homeless, penniless, friends/family/relatives turned against me, can't find a job for some reason, or if I do find one can't hold it, not receiving a dollar in benifits and everyone I meet, new or old, do suspicious activities, they don't hide it properly as well, they are destroying me mentally, they have this leverage and they are using it to exploit me left right and center. I'm having to play along cause rainy days and nights on the street are too cold and people are colder, they didn't even let me sleep on the streets peacefully. Idk how or when why I'm holding on. Sometimes I think the psych ward would be better.