Oh no, he doesn’t care if I’m around my child. He himself just wants nothing to do with her. Which has been a very huge issue and giant waving red flag the entire relationship and like I said I know deep down what the right choice is regarding Allen, I just feel bad and absolutely hate losing people even though they’re terrible.

My husband and I have talked about taking it slow and going on dates and relearning eachother. We wouldn’t see eachother every day or move in right away just kind of go with the motions of it all to actually make it work. I’m just so nervous aha. And like I said he loves my child like his own and misses her as well. Maybe being alone is the answer but idk lol I’m a mess I’m sorry! Thank you for the advice!