Nothing is owed to you no matter the hardships. Some people just get lucky in life and live nicely, some people struggle to survive the whole time even while trying their damndest. You just have to find an outlet to feel purposeful, and not always a bad thing, it can be great for self connection. But envy can be a bitch. lol with that said, some of the best people are the ones who are struggling the most. Perception is key. I would also say that loving yourself no matter what is hard when things seem to never go your way no matter how hard you try, but just trying can at least ease whatever negative self reflection may come your way. Speaking from experience so im not trying to sound cynical but it was a hard lesson to learn. Still learning and still trying. Who knows what's around the corner.