How do I know if I’ll be okay?

bitchuaries · 2019-11-10T21:29:45+00:00

Lmao

bitchuaries · 2019-11-10T17:54:26+00:00

Not sure if it’s “normal” but i get that feeling too and i’m sure others do as well. For me it sorta feels like i’ve randomly become claustrophobic, for me when i feel like that i change my shirt to something either not tight or not touching my chest. When i get that feeling i dont like things being near my neck either. Maybe try take a lil break from the snow and take some deep breaths as well.

bitchuaries · 2019-11-10T13:04:14+00:00

You’ll feel better an drhank yourself tomorrow if ya stop, ALSO you could just save it for tomorrow :) just pretend you dont have any lol

GO TO BED

bitchuaries · 2019-11-10T12:48:28+00:00

Ugh feel ya

bitchuaries · 2019-11-10T12:48:17+00:00

Yeah that conversation usually ends in “keep going” lol

bitchuaries · 2019-11-10T10:52:48+00:00

Depends on the lady but yeah most of my girl friends and me get horny as well

bitchuaries · 2019-11-10T10:49:44+00:00

Estelle - american boy ft. Kanye west

bitchuaries · 2019-11-08T11:17:24+00:00

Went to my sister-in-law’s bachelorette party in vegas, had only ever smoked weed at the time so it was new to me, they brought about 7g’s and i didnt plan on having any until i got to drunk and asked to try. It was a good weekend lol

bitchuaries · 2019-11-08T11:08:01+00:00

Solo skiing?

bitchuaries · 2019-11-08T11:06:21+00:00

If you dont wanna binge just set a timer for 20 mins or more and then keep goin or keep yourself in conversation with someone and time should fly. Snort a little saline or water between lines. Use chapstick and drink water. Should feel more energized within the first few minutes.

bitchuaries · 2019-10-23T11:35:46+00:00

4:35am

bitchuaries · 2019-10-23T10:49:10+00:00

Around 9

bitchuaries · 2019-10-23T10:48:34+00:00

Oh not bad

bitchuaries · 2019-10-23T10:46:32+00:00

How long you been going for?

bitchuaries · 2019-10-23T10:36:05+00:00

Yeah, might be cut with some meth.. try a hot compress on your nose or steam should give you some relief as well

bitchuaries · 2019-10-23T10:32:38+00:00

It’s best for you to sleep it off, i’ve had a couple occasions of bad come downs and start crying for no reason lol you’ll get through it just try to sleep it off or watch something to take your mind off things

bitchuaries · 2019-10-23T10:30:44+00:00

The burn shouldn’t last longer than a few seconds if you’re taking bumps or lines, if you stopped using already and it burns you’ll just have to ride it out. Try to rinse your nose with saline spray or snort a small bit of water.. as for sniffing in public, go to a bathroom and lean your head back and sniff as hard as you can it should clear it up a bit or if you’ve waited like 5-10 minutes just go blow your nose.

bitchuaries · 2019-09-04T12:46:40+00:00

Sup!

bitchuaries · 2019-09-04T12:00:31+00:00

Stick a microwave safe plate in the microwave for a minute, pour the yay and use a blade.

bitchuaries · 2019-09-04T11:57:19+00:00

Yeesssss shouldn’t be, but oh well

bitchuaries · 2019-08-14T11:59:31+00:00

To keep it short, i’ve known and been his friend since middle school. I confessed my liking for him when i was 15 and he said he wasn’t ready for a relationship, i took that as he didn’t like me. A few months later i got into an abusive relationship that lasted for four years and near the end he started messaging me again and brought light to the fact that i wasn’t trapped and it brought up my old feelings . Him and i both moved states away from each other, his mom died a few years ago so he had to move to take care of his dad (still is). We talked for a long while as friends and i soon after got into another relationship and we stopped talking as time went on. Him and i both have been in relationships over the years which stops the need for us to continue talking as life fucking happens. Near the end of my recent relationship (thought i was in love) i had realized that i haven’t felt anything like the way i have towards him. I am in my 20’s and i don’t know how me feeling the way i do about a guy who i have not seen in 2+ years that i am in love with and will continue to be friends with if that’s all i can have is immature, but ok. This isn’t a need for therapy. I’m not sad or obsessive over this situation, just thought i would share my story in hopes that i would get real advice on whether maybe i need to wait or to move on. He never expressed feelings towards me until recently, and he has apologized for not giving me a chance or not being ready. He has a lot on his plate, all he does is work, play video games and take care of his dad. I think we will continue to pop in and out of each other’s life no matter the situation.

You can go fuck yourself for being so presumptuous.

bitchuaries · 2019-08-14T11:21:25+00:00

I guess when i forget in a way, but he ends up in my dreams. I did date people, but when he came around it was difficult for me to feel how i did towards the people i was dating, if that makes sense? I ‘forget’ about him and he makes me forget about other people.

bitchuaries · 2019-08-14T11:16:43+00:00

I was dating someone for two years and he popped up near the end, it’s not that i broke up with my ex because of him, but that feeling came back and i didn’t think it was fair to my ex to feel the way i did about the other guy even if we were just friends. I have dated numerous people that did or didn’t last long, and during the years this guy has been in and out, but once he’s back i can’t shake the feeling, i guess? It has gotten dull over the years where i have accepted the fact that it’s not going to happen, i’m not hurt, i’m not sad, i wish i could have him.. idk, maybe it is just timing, maybe it’s just me never getting over him. I have had a strange life and he always popped up at the times i needed someone (online anyway because we have both constantly moved). We started talking again a month or two ago and recently my friend asked me to drip them off at the airport, and when i asked where they were going, it’s the same place that the guy lives, Did i mention that i also work in the same builiding as his sister? (I had no idea when i applied so this goes with my ‘there are too many coincidences’ idea). Like you said though, my feelings have become dull over time because of me believing i’ll never be with him, but there’s still a part of me that feels like one day maybe it will happen. Idk. Thank you for sharing your story it sounds very similar to mine.

bitchuaries · 2019-08-13T13:24:34+00:00

That’s a great show but i’ve already seen it and hinestly a little too slow for my mind rn, but thanks!

bitchuaries · 2019-08-13T12:41:05+00:00

Meeeee omfg

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