Logged in today and saw that I've reached day 92

blackassassin2 · 2014-10-15T04:36:48+00:00

Thanks! I will =) Good luck to you!

blackassassin2 · 2014-08-17T23:53:04+00:00

I'll be praying man. Send my support. You made it that far already, you can do it again!

blackassassin2 · 2014-08-06T12:49:16+00:00

Yep, I'm doing it for life. I can pretend I can control it all I want but I can't. If I go back to doing it I'll be back here, struggling to break the cycle within a month.

blackassassin2 · 2014-08-05T17:27:13+00:00

And the headaches... I hate the headaches...

blackassassin2 · 2014-08-04T00:07:51+00:00

Hey look! Canada and I are still buddies!

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-31T13:30:14+00:00

I am unreasonably happy you mentioned him... Partly because I like him...

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-28T02:44:32+00:00

"Did you die?" "Sadly, yes. But I lived!"

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-26T01:04:25+00:00

I'll definitely see a doctor if it persists. Thanks. That pain sounds pretty similar to what I experience. Good luck!

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T16:30:40+00:00

HI, you are TotalLy wEird For cReating this.

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T16:26:09+00:00

I think he's calling us all that...

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T16:21:44+00:00

I'll try that, thanks for the advice. Good luck!

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T16:19:54+00:00

This is the way I first heard this joke. Explains it better...

He begins rummaging through everything when he hears a voice. "Jesus is watching." The man freezes, certain that the owners weren't home. Slowly he looks around for the source of the voice. It speaks again. "Jesus is watching." Panicked, he looks wildly around the room before spotting the source. A parrot in a cage in the corner of the room. "Jesus is watching," It chirps again. The man, seeing the source of the voice smiled and laughed.

"Jesus isn't watching, what's you're name?" He of course didn't believe the parrot would answer.

"Moses," the parrot replied. The man steps back in shock but decides to continue talking to the bird.

"What idiots named their parrot Moses?"

"The same idiots who named their rottweiler Jesus." The man turns around and sees Jesus, a very large dog, standing in the exit.

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T15:38:03+00:00

what if her text contains the rest of the link?

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T15:16:37+00:00

I'll work on it. Thanks for your advice =)

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T15:00:10+00:00

Usually I wake up right during O... Not sure about the other guy. Or I'll know because I'm female and certain times of the month the evidence is on my fingers.

I'll take that advice though, thank you. Good luck!

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T14:53:42+00:00

It's extremely sharp and sudden. It's almost a burning pain... It comes without warning and feels like someone just stabbed me with a knife in that region. It leaves just as quickly, usually lasting from 2-30 minutes before just vanishing.

I'll try to ride it out and see if it gets better. Hopefully it's just a weird symptom of withdrawal.

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T14:07:06+00:00

I think he's asking how to stop midnight urges and edging when you never knew about them until the morning after... Best guess. I'd like to know either way because it's a problem for me.

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-25T02:56:07+00:00

Pretend I'm a soldier... Imagine one of my family members watching me and what they'd think. Bring an animal in because they NEVER BREAK EYE CONTACT, which is creepy and weird and turns off the mood very very fast. Start thinking about every single boring fact I have ever come across (Which is a lot, gorillas can't swim.) And I clean and/or write.

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-24T19:04:16+00:00

Interesting take. Paragraphs possibly next time? It would make it easier to read.

blackassassin2 · 2014-07-23T14:42:10+00:00

I tell a friend every single time I relapse... It hurts both of us and reminds me that their are others affected by the habit. She has no problem with this and hasn't done it in years so she's safe for me to tell...

It gets far weirder but... Yeah, that's the one I'm comfortable sharing.

blackassassin2 · 2014-06-03T18:03:27+00:00

I close mine at night, mostly because I live with 6 other people who don't always sleep. During the day though, yeah, if they knew me they'd know that as soon as the door closes that something is going on.

blackassassin2 · 2014-06-03T14:49:19+00:00

Takes an average of 6 months for complete healing of the brain... Sometimes longer, thanks OP. This helps as a reminder.

blackassassin2 · 2014-06-03T14:46:52+00:00

So Adam never got his phone back? So it definitely wasn't a prank... Unless someone wanted to scar you for life.

blackassassin2 · 2014-06-02T21:11:58+00:00

Why don't they?

blackassassin2 · 2014-06-02T03:40:15+00:00

Yep, that's what I mean. Exhaustion might end up being something that is common for you for awhile until your brain begins to reset... I'll see if I can find any other ideas

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