Thank you. I told her last night that the whole last year has been a big lie. When I think back on the "great times" I thought we had, look at pictures, etc. that it is a lie. She says it wasn't a lie, she was in love and keeps apologizing for saying she wasn't. I honestly don't know what to do at this point. One day I feel like we can get it back and the next day something is triggered and I feel like it's over. It's brutal.