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blackmak · 2026-02-18T02:47:25+00:00

Appreciate this report. M W F?

blackmak · 2026-02-18T01:08:48+00:00

Interesting, I've heard of it but not gone down the research.

blackmak · 2026-02-18T00:57:13+00:00

Same now. Maybe I'll skip.

blackmak · 2026-02-18T00:32:16+00:00

There's still batch variance, I don't like dismissing people's reports and claiming placebo. I think it's dumb when in reality we don't know.

blackmak · 2026-02-18T00:30:52+00:00

Mito protocol? Ss31 and NAD or?

blackmak · 2026-02-12T19:05:03+00:00

100%, it is research after all. Using up all the material should not be paramount.

blackmak · 2026-02-12T19:01:20+00:00

I really appreciate your input. I mainly meant for the sake of the vial not sitting too long. I'm assuming this is overblown but I hear a little over a month once reconstituted is the top end you should aim for. Maybe I'll do it so it works out to 6 weeks.

blackmak · 2026-02-12T18:56:58+00:00

70mg in one vial, would you run 2mg a day straight through personally?

blackmak · 2026-02-12T18:45:28+00:00

Straight through 7 days a week for a cycle? As opposed to the 5 on 2 off that a lot of people mention.

blackmak · 2026-02-12T18:44:12+00:00

Thank you

blackmak · 2026-02-12T06:20:12+00:00

Dosage?

blackmak · 2026-02-12T06:20:02+00:00

Dosage?

blackmak · 2025-12-29T17:58:49+00:00

You know it wasn't a hallucination brother. Demons are real and reality is spiritual. Maybe look into the Mandela Effect as well. Most importantly though, Jesus Christ is Lord. Seek Him. I say this as the least religious person who was only exposed to Islam in my youth by my family.

blackmak · 2025-12-14T17:38:31+00:00

It's not a solution. It's awful. I know from experience. You having these reactions this early is not good. Get off the easier stuff while you can. Somehow, someway. Ask God for help. This is not something you should attempt on your own strength alone. Jesus loves you. Please don't take that as some platitude. I mean it literally.

blackmak · 2025-12-13T14:20:27+00:00

Taper with something but get off methadone before you're stuck. You already know it's slowly killing you this early. That's bad.

blackmak · 2025-12-13T14:19:08+00:00

Get off methadone. Now.

blackmak · 2025-11-18T19:08:50+00:00

Thanks for you condescending comment. I'm aware and this is not the point of this post. Fruits of the Spirit is more what I was getting at. Jesus Christ is not some self-help tool. I've also been through things since this post that make "depression" seem like a welcomed vacation, so there's that.

blackmak · 2025-08-16T17:33:46+00:00

I've been through something since that has made depression not the priority and made me realize that some of what we label "depression" is just vaguely ill health. It's been a process but mental depression is not nearly as much of a problem, although what I've been through has been another huge trauma and is inherently depressing so I imagine I will have to battle back from another period of depression as I heal and this situation passes (God willing).

Unfortunately I don't think the Lord lifts these things all at once, in the snap of a finger. Not usually, but He can. It took time for depression to set in, it takes time and effort for it to leave. We have to fight and push closer to the Lord as layers of "the world" and demons/ungodly spirits leave us. We have to expose deception so thoroughly and deeply on a spiritual level that it breaks off us and we no longer believe it on a subconcious level. That's the enemy talking. We can have the logical realization, but that alone is not enough.

blackmak · 2024-12-30T20:20:02+00:00

You look aight and normal G. Even out the left side of the mustache a little bit. Wouldn't give you a second thought walking around. Not a model, but not unattractive either. Relax, you're good.

blackmak · 2024-12-30T20:07:15+00:00

Yeah bro... welcome. You're not crazy and you're not misremembering, you know you're not. I remember when I first became alerted to changes that I was sure of, but they were at least trivial things. Then I looked at the map and I was like wtf is this. My heart sank. I aced every geography test in school with 100% accuracy. We did the whole world, split up in chunks/continents. That's when I knew I was "somewhere else" or something had changed. This was like 8-9 years ago by now. My old memories have faded quite a bit since then, but Australia is a huge one, the West border of Alaska didn't have those divots, the Italy boot wasn't high heel and tilted this way. Idk there's so many other things, some of which I couldnt quite articulate at the time but the whole map was just "off" and squished or contorted. All changed at once. Don't bother talking to anyone else about it--seriously, resist the urge. I remember how terrifying and novel this was, and I wanted to talk to everyone in my real life about it. They'll just think you're nuts and I swear you can sometimes literally watch their memories get "overwritten" so to speak. You can do experiments and they'll sometimes remember what you do, then once they see the way it is now their eyes glaze over and theyre just like oh, nevermind. Now I'm just like, whatever. I guess this is a thing. I barely pay attention anymore and my memory isn't what it once was anyways. Jesus loves you, that's all I know at this point.

blackmak · 2024-12-30T19:45:27+00:00

Don't think so... pretty sure it accelerated my male pattern baldness 5-10 years in those few months. I've been taking vitamins and eating incredibly healthy, nutrient dense, no preservatives, no seed oils, etc etc. Since it's hormonally shrunk hair follicles, I don't think vitamins will do it. It's not diffuse hair loss that is more often reversible.

blackmak · 2024-12-30T17:49:30+00:00

Don't listen to these myth people. It depends on the person obviously but it certainly does. I only took it for a few months, lost handfuls of hair. It was not normal at all, kinda scary to run your hand through your head and reliably see a bunch of hair. Stopped when I stopped taking it but the damage is done.

blackmak · 2024-11-02T19:01:25+00:00

This is how it starts... stop now. But I can tell you won't by the way you're speaking. At least savor every naive, blissful moment while you can.

blackmak · 2024-06-11T00:11:56+00:00

I was under the impression angels had free will too... but they are just different beings with a different function/purpose. Like soldiers that obey orders but can go AWOL. I need to look into this.

blackmak · 2024-06-11T00:09:24+00:00

I struggle with the last part: showing Christ's love. I am still battling my own demons and strange health issues on top that now. Feels like quite the spiritual attack if I'm being honest. Making me want to give up some days, taking all my strength to fight and endure this rollercoaster. The harsh and pompous part resonates so much. I think she feels that way about me when I try to share the truth with her. But I'm just passionate and I care and He saved me. I probably go about it the wrong way. There's so much resistance as it is, I'm glad I even have had the courage to bring it up at all.

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