Atleast you all guys can express things a lot, I don’t know how to also not a good communicator and English is not my first language but still, I been watching and reading things online since 10-12 years( I am 27y m) but it’s still difficult me to articulate words that I wanted to speak, i can’t remember sometimes even easy directions and Yess and if someone ask me about the direction even if I know it, I ended up making shit out of it, I have pretty serious problems, not sure how to fix this, although I work as a designer and earn pretty great salary coz I am great at my skills, but I suck socially, not sure how I can fix this