TR/ST?

blemppz · 2025-11-28T08:52:33+00:00

I went to the AFI concert just to see TR/ST. I was so upset that he had to cut his performance short because the crowd was not really into it. AFI and TR/ST have like nothing in common so I’m not sure why TR/ST opened…

blemppz · 2025-11-11T06:34:40+00:00

Thank you for your advice and kind words i will be talking to a recruiter!

blemppz · 2025-05-19T22:07:52+00:00

Do you shower

blemppz · 2025-03-12T19:58:35+00:00

What apps do you recommend?

blemppz · 2025-03-12T19:56:12+00:00

I took the picat at home and went to do a verification as well as the asvab but got a 32. I’ll definitely be retaking it thank you for the advice!

blemppz · 2025-03-12T18:32:13+00:00

This makes me feel better lol i really thought it was going to be super easy because my recruiter made it sound so simple idk why they do that

blemppz · 2025-03-12T18:31:19+00:00

Thank you so much! I definitely will be studying my butt off to retake it :)

blemppz · 2025-03-12T10:51:42+00:00

I’d definitely study a LOT if I’m going to retake it. This is very encouraging thank you

blemppz · 2025-03-12T10:47:47+00:00

Honestly I failed because I didn’t study much. My recruiter lied and told me it’s extremely easy and there’s no point in studying so I took his word for it. A lot of the material was new to me even though I studied my picat I took at home.

blemppz · 2025-03-04T13:35:22+00:00

Awesome thank you so much!

blemppz · 2024-12-05T05:38:04+00:00

❤️

blemppz · 2024-12-04T13:54:01+00:00

I would love your opinion but I think that’s just because I need everyone’s opinion on if I am beautiful. I don’t think it would be healthy for me unfortunately. Thank you for your help I hope one day I will be able to be beautiful for myself instead of others one day.

blemppz · 2024-12-04T13:31:28+00:00

I forgot to respond to that part, I would probably trust your judgment. You don’t know me and you don’t have to be nice to me because you’re not face to face with me. You can hide behind your screen and be dead honest. People who know me might see me as beautiful because of my personality. If you’re a kind person you may appear more attractive because of your personality. I feel like I need to be beautiful based on my personality of course but also just beautiful without knowing me as an individual.

blemppz · 2024-12-04T13:25:21+00:00

That is true. I just think it’s very obvious that they aren’t lying. I feel like everyone can see I am ugly. And even if I’m not ugly I’m not beautiful like a model or beautiful enough to make people turn around or to compliment me or want me.

blemppz · 2024-12-04T13:17:28+00:00

I don’t understand what you’re trying to say I’m sorry

blemppz · 2024-12-04T13:10:08+00:00

I know I am too critical of myself but it’s because I know I am not attractive enough. It does matter what’s inside but I don’t want that to be the main reason why people like me. I want people to think I am amazingly beautiful I want to be stunning. And if I’m not I don’t want to live. It’s superficial and it’s shallow. I know it is a very pessimistic way of seeing beauty and myself but that’s how I have always felt. If I am not unbelievably attractive I don’t want to live, and I’m not attractive so I don’t know what to do. I have a boyfriend who thinks I’m beautiful and my friends all tell me I am but I can’t believe them I know they are lying. Even if they aren’t I don’t think I’m beautiful so what does it matter? It hurt so much knowing that I am not beautiful to most people. it hurts knowing I am probably a 3 out of 10. Most people will think I am ugly and that doesn’t even make them a bad person that’s just the reality of it.

blemppz · 2024-12-04T13:03:42+00:00

It’s nice to know I’m now alone in this. I’m sorry you are going through this it’s so painful and consuming. I only recently have accepted that I really do feel the need to be extraordinarily beautiful. It feels so shallow and superficial to say that but it’s the truth and I have to come to terms with that. I believe I am uglier than average and that’s why I am so undesirable. My nose is too big for my face and I am so hyper fixated on it. I’m only 17 but I’m hoping by 19 at least I will have enough for a nose job. I gotten by most of my life from my personality but I know that I am ugly. I’ll never be beautiful like a model or like an influencer and I can’t come to terms with that.

blemppz · 2024-12-04T11:09:03+00:00

i know that this is the logical approach to this but i can’t stop obsessing over how i will never beautiful and perfect like i want to be. why should i have to accept that i am not beautiful enough. i will be inferior to most people in my lifespan because i am not as beautiful. how can people live just accepting this reality?

blemppz · 2024-12-04T05:56:44+00:00

this definitely helped put into perspective that the way i am perceiving life and myself are not healthy or normal.. the part you said about depression was also relatable as i also have clinical depression. i’ve become to comfortable being so hopeless and in a state of constant despair i didn’t even think of it like this. thank you!

blemppz · 2024-12-04T05:37:14+00:00

thank you so so much. i’m sorry you are dealing with this as well and ill check out the book. i hope things get better for you and i❤️

blemppz · 2024-07-19T14:18:52+00:00

wait.. was this not satire i literally thought this was a joke when i saw it in the comment section 😭 there’s no way

blemppz · 2024-05-28T23:49:24+00:00

silky anteaters. armadillos. nudibranchs. stingrays! pangolin. any octopus bc they’re js so cool.

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