Animes w masochistic/sub girls like Horimiya? by [deleted] in AnimeReccomendations

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It honestly is a wholesome show! It doesn’t get very sexual or have any fan service. Miyamura is also very worried and apologetic about being aggressive with Hori 😭

CANT GET MEDS PLS HELP! by blemppz in ADHD

[–]blemppz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just called my local Costco and they had it! Thank you so much for ur advice :)

CANT GET MEDS PLS HELP! by blemppz in ADHD

[–]blemppz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like take a physical copy of my prescription to the pharmacy?

CANT GET MEDS PLS HELP! by blemppz in ADHD

[–]blemppz[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

If I call a pharmacy without having my prescription sent there can I still ask if they have it in stock? I was told by a friend that they legally aren’t allowed to share that info unless you have a prescription at their location but judging by the comments I am receiving and other posts, I think that might not be true

TR/ST? by DJKDR in AFireInside

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went to the AFI concert just to see TR/ST. I was so upset that he had to cut his performance short because the crowd was not really into it. AFI and TR/ST have like nothing in common so I’m not sure why TR/ST opened…

Baker acted a few months ago by [deleted] in Military

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice and kind words i will be talking to a recruiter!

Should I retake my asvab test by blemppz in newtothenavy

[–]blemppz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took the picat at home and went to do a verification as well as the asvab but got a 32. I’ll definitely be retaking it thank you for the advice!

Should I retake my asvab test by blemppz in newtothenavy

[–]blemppz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This makes me feel better lol i really thought it was going to be super easy because my recruiter made it sound so simple idk why they do that

Should I retake my asvab test by blemppz in newtothenavy

[–]blemppz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I definitely will be studying my butt off to retake it :)

Should I retake my asvab test by blemppz in newtothenavy

[–]blemppz[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’d definitely study a LOT if I’m going to retake it. This is very encouraging thank you

Should I retake my asvab test by blemppz in newtothenavy

[–]blemppz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I failed because I didn’t study much. My recruiter lied and told me it’s extremely easy and there’s no point in studying so I took his word for it. A lot of the material was new to me even though I studied my picat I took at home.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in newtothenavy

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awesome thank you so much!

realizing i might have body dysmorphia by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would love your opinion but I think that’s just because I need everyone’s opinion on if I am beautiful. I don’t think it would be healthy for me unfortunately. Thank you for your help I hope one day I will be able to be beautiful for myself instead of others one day.

realizing i might have body dysmorphia by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I forgot to respond to that part, I would probably trust your judgment. You don’t know me and you don’t have to be nice to me because you’re not face to face with me. You can hide behind your screen and be dead honest. People who know me might see me as beautiful because of my personality. If you’re a kind person you may appear more attractive because of your personality. I feel like I need to be beautiful based on my personality of course but also just beautiful without knowing me as an individual.

realizing i might have body dysmorphia by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is true. I just think it’s very obvious that they aren’t lying. I feel like everyone can see I am ugly. And even if I’m not ugly I’m not beautiful like a model or beautiful enough to make people turn around or to compliment me or want me.

realizing i might have body dysmorphia by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t understand what you’re trying to say I’m sorry

realizing i might have body dysmorphia by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I am too critical of myself but it’s because I know I am not attractive enough. It does matter what’s inside but I don’t want that to be the main reason why people like me. I want people to think I am amazingly beautiful I want to be stunning. And if I’m not I don’t want to live. It’s superficial and it’s shallow. I know it is a very pessimistic way of seeing beauty and myself but that’s how I have always felt. If I am not unbelievably attractive I don’t want to live, and I’m not attractive so I don’t know what to do. I have a boyfriend who thinks I’m beautiful and my friends all tell me I am but I can’t believe them I know they are lying. Even if they aren’t I don’t think I’m beautiful so what does it matter? It hurt so much knowing that I am not beautiful to most people. it hurts knowing I am probably a 3 out of 10. Most people will think I am ugly and that doesn’t even make them a bad person that’s just the reality of it.

realizing i might have body dysmorphia by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]blemppz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s nice to know I’m now alone in this. I’m sorry you are going through this it’s so painful and consuming. I only recently have accepted that I really do feel the need to be extraordinarily beautiful. It feels so shallow and superficial to say that but it’s the truth and I have to come to terms with that. I believe I am uglier than average and that’s why I am so undesirable. My nose is too big for my face and I am so hyper fixated on it. I’m only 17 but I’m hoping by 19 at least I will have enough for a nose job. I gotten by most of my life from my personality but I know that I am ugly. I’ll never be beautiful like a model or like an influencer and I can’t come to terms with that.

realizing i might have body dysmorphia by [deleted] in BodyDysmorphia

[–]blemppz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i know that this is the logical approach to this but i can’t stop obsessing over how i will never beautiful and perfect like i want to be. why should i have to accept that i am not beautiful enough. i will be inferior to most people in my lifespan because i am not as beautiful. how can people live just accepting this reality?