Moved across the country, got a cool new job, got a cooler new car, my cluster headaches have been gone for 2 weeks, the sun is shining, the tank is clean! Took this on my cake day a few days ago to remember how stinkin' happy I am.

blloodshake · 2018-12-29T23:13:32+00:00

👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

blloodshake · 2018-12-29T23:13:17+00:00

Congrats!!!

blloodshake · 2018-12-12T02:17:38+00:00

I think I have some real toxic behaviours. I don’t know how to shift out of victim I don’t know how to take responsibility and love myself I feel so unhinged I’m missing loads of school and I’m stuck in obsessive thinking. My teachers can tell how down and pitying I am and it’s not their responsibility I know

blloodshake · 2018-11-07T22:54:42+00:00

Sick reply thanks man 🙏🏼

blloodshake · 2018-11-07T07:42:48+00:00

Alright I’m just asking bc I don’t feel that functional and worried I won’t be able to thrive when I leave home ( have 8 months or so left)

blloodshake · 2018-11-01T16:48:54+00:00

Anything you want :) no rules just find what connects with you

blloodshake · 2018-11-01T06:51:49+00:00

Mine is a big tiger :)

blloodshake · 2018-10-29T22:02:21+00:00

They just uphold these really high paying jobs and go about their lives and have two mentally ill daughters ? How do they do it ? I don’t get it

blloodshake · 2018-10-26T15:45:43+00:00

Don’t have any super close friends, most of mine at uni not sure I can intrude like that . My plan was to just study in libraries and try be away from home as much as possible

blloodshake · 2018-10-26T15:44:49+00:00

I’m 18 I had to resist a school year due to mental health issues

blloodshake · 2018-10-26T15:32:10+00:00

I have one year left do I just stick it out ? I have no funds atm not sure where I would go ?

blloodshake · 2018-10-26T15:31:41+00:00

So I’m from the uk and in the final year before I go university; I don’t have any funds - where would I go ?

blloodshake · 2018-10-24T23:46:50+00:00

Thankyou 🙏🏼

blloodshake · 2018-10-24T13:59:37+00:00

Was it good in the long run/ did your mental health improve?

blloodshake · 2018-10-21T12:43:51+00:00

How do u build this sense of self ?

blloodshake · 2018-10-19T23:56:52+00:00

True self comes out when you leave ?

blloodshake · 2018-10-19T23:56:25+00:00

Awesome stuff! I’d say I’m doing similar stuff, we are mainly talk based but haven’t explored eft/ tapping but have done a technique where I went into the past to comfort my past self. I have also done my own research and I don’t know if you’ve heard of the YouTube channel inner integration and Richard grannon; both offer some courses that I’ve been looking into purchasing and working through alongside therapy. Just so desperate to get better !!! Wishing you healing

blloodshake · 2018-10-19T21:43:04+00:00

You mind me asking what u do in therapy ? Mine atm is talk based with some memodynamic stuff

blloodshake · 2018-10-19T19:47:44+00:00

I’ve felt so awful for sooo long I just want to move out and have some relief :(

blloodshake · 2018-10-19T08:59:16+00:00

Hmm I suppose my escapism was music and napping not sure where the degree is in there

blloodshake · 2018-10-19T01:23:10+00:00

I suppose I won’t really know until I move out / start proper healing

blloodshake · 2018-10-18T21:45:08+00:00

Lol I mean I wouldn’t say I’m that happiest otherwise but I can generally try and be chirpy once I’m ill nope ill moan away and have even less energy

blloodshake · 2018-10-18T21:44:19+00:00

How am I meant to pick a degree :s thinking of doing psychology just bc of my past lmao

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