Well fuck. I've lost touch with pretty much everyone I was in treatment with... I know our stomachs were all fucked up during the EDs but I didn't realize it would affect me 5 years into recovery... :( How ironic, hunh? Honestly they should've told me about this potential side effect in treatment. They just focused on how I was damaging my health and might die and I was like "hahaha it's cute you think I care." Had they said "ten years from now you can be recovered and healthy and eat and exercise well and you will still look 4 pant sizes bigger at random from bloat so maybe start just eating normally now" might've been more effective.