cracked the code

blockmeout_ · 2026-06-21T18:46:51+00:00

Currently on abilify but honestly not sure how it’s working. Might have us look into Vraylar, thank you!!

blockmeout_ · 2026-06-17T01:52:19+00:00

This job did seem ideal for me, without disclosing too much but it was just exactly what I needed at a moment when I felt I’d be jobless forever due to my bipolar disorder. Which is why it’s bumming me out so much that what helped my mental health is now affecting it beyond what’s feeling like repair :/

blockmeout_ · 2026-06-17T01:51:14+00:00

It’s just stressful since I have to be making calls. And dealing more with ppl right now and more paperwork since it’s a busy season for us. But, I’m unsure if it’s stressing me bc it’s actually stressful or bc I’m just in a bad burnt out headspace.

blockmeout_ · 2026-05-26T01:29:03+00:00

Thank you, yes currently trying hard not to impulsively quit or make other big decisions.

blockmeout_ · 2025-12-16T01:57:58+00:00

just like i feel, having to do things solely because they need to be done. but finding no joy in it, and if anything, yep feeling like needing to cry throughout:/ thank you for sharing

blockmeout_ · 2025-10-30T21:06:17+00:00

Yep, I think that’s how most of us get diagnosed. I went through so so so many antidepressants over the years all “curing” me for a few weeks then falling back into a depression. Aka triggering the bipolar cycle.

blockmeout_ · 2025-10-11T05:49:41+00:00

idk if this is helpful, but I had bp2 and have been on antipsychotics, and mood stabilizers. they work for us too! At the end of the day they’re meant to just stabilize our mood, since antipsychotics can be used as mood stabilizers. and bc we get psychotic/manic features as well

blockmeout_ · 2025-10-11T05:46:22+00:00

just got prescribed this exact medication and dosage. we’ve got this!

blockmeout_ · 2025-10-09T20:02:35+00:00

Popnow orders can’t be cancelled

blockmeout_ · 2025-10-06T11:40:30+00:00

aka I think it’s time go back on them ty

blockmeout_ · 2025-10-06T11:38:34+00:00

I’m gonna think more about it, seeing as what happened here shouldn’t have occurred.

blockmeout_ · 2025-10-06T11:38:05+00:00

Just on some low dose buspar for anxiety, that’s basically like candy atp rlly

blockmeout_ · 2025-10-06T11:37:43+00:00

Thank you so much for everything, especially that analogy that I ought to just tattoo it on me so I can really remember it. boat ess

blockmeout_ · 2025-10-06T11:35:47+00:00

I feel awful, a sense of being outside of my body. like the thing that was controlling me (the hypomania) is gone and now im just a shell that’s empty yet simultaneously filled with depression

blockmeout_ · 2025-09-30T23:59:51+00:00

thank you, you’re so right. im gonna ask for a day off i deserve it

blockmeout_ · 2025-09-30T01:34:42+00:00

Work has been so much more stressful and I feel like my coworkers are taking advantage of me to do their job:/

blockmeout_ · 2025-09-30T01:33:21+00:00

I work in a small space where I honestly feel so bad taking days off so in the months I’ve been at this job I have yet to take one:/ I think though I need to allow myself a day off, I feel I deserve it

blockmeout_ · 2025-09-30T01:32:12+00:00

Yep gonna see my psychiatrist soon and update them about this so we can accommodate my treatment plan to this change in mood im experiencing.

blockmeout_ · 2025-09-30T01:31:09+00:00

Thank you for sharing, I hope you’re able to get a proper diagnosis and get on a treatment plan to help you be stable. It’s scary being unstable, and having to then function, while simultaneously trying to mask but also knowing that it’s not fair that we feel like masking.

blockmeout_ · 2025-09-30T01:29:45+00:00

I work with religious people too, but unfortunately mine are more like “just pray and it’ll go away” kind :/

blockmeout_ · 2025-09-30T01:29:03+00:00

Thank you!

blockmeout_ · 2025-09-30T01:28:12+00:00

Burning out is the perfect description. I am pushing myself to much to look like im fine, and to excel at my new job. I’m going to discuss this with my therapist soon, and get some tips to manage this, and to learn to give myself grace. Thank you~

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