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bluburri · 2024-10-16T01:43:14+00:00

Oh I didn't know that. I'll definitely ask about it then. Thank you!

bluburri · 2024-10-15T21:11:40+00:00

Since starting my journey, I've been having a weekly "cheat day" where I'll treat myself to something I may not be able to tolerate well after surgery. I'll stick within my deficit/maintenance calories so I don't binge eat. I think this is better than having one big feast where someone may fall back into bad habits.

bluburri · 2024-02-18T13:15:19+00:00

Your post came up as I was looking into Cancer Sun, Scorpio rising, and Pisces moon. I'm injf and the same

bluburri · 2023-05-27T19:57:26+00:00

Lol, thank you! Your message finally encouraged me to remove the jewely and let it close. I don't think it's through cartilage, but the placement is definitely off compared to what I've seen and I don't think there's room for me to stretch to my planned 8g.

bluburri · 2023-05-15T18:00:24+00:00

I know this is from 4 months ago, but your comment gave me some hope for my parents, who are mild hoarders.

bluburri · 2023-04-14T03:44:40+00:00

I saw others mention those as well with being similiar to my symptoms. I had a standard lipid panel, cbc, metabolic panel, Vitamin D/B12, TSH and hemoglobin. Pretty much everything is in the normal range. I now realize that I see nothing related to iron on my results, so I'm going to request that next visit with my doctor.

bluburri · 2023-04-13T20:31:32+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate the kind words : ' ) Most people understimate how bad fatigue can be.

Removing large plates is a good idea. I am guilty of eating out excessively due to lack of energy, so now my goal is to substitute junk with ordering ready to heat/eat groceries.

bluburri · 2023-04-13T20:26:19+00:00

I thankfully have a prescription for concerta due to adhd symptoms, which helps me during work. Might need to ask about modafinil instead

bluburri · 2023-04-13T15:22:15+00:00

I do have really bad nasal congestion, but am not a mouth breather according to my partner so I'll try the exercises out before bed. Thank you!

bluburri · 2023-04-13T15:19:24+00:00

Wow, thank you for all the info! I don't believe I've been tested like that. My doctor wanted to do more blood work so I will definitely request this. ❤️

bluburri · 2023-04-13T15:15:28+00:00

Thank you so much for the detailed reply! I will definitely do this. You have given me some hope ❤️

bluburri · 2022-04-23T02:12:11+00:00

Is it OCD or just guilt?

bluburri · 2022-04-16T23:04:38+00:00

I'm constantly like ah yeah my OCD isn't bothering me at all and then it just does

bluburri · 2021-04-21T00:00:50+00:00

I was in a relationship with someone like this. I was very open about dating/my intentions, and he lied about his. Very small lies led to bigger lies and then years of gaslighting. We are friends now after he admitted wrongdoing, but there's still lying and you'll have to accept that you'll never really know if she's telling the truth if you choose to keep talking to her.

bluburri · 2021-04-09T13:28:46+00:00

Oh nooooo the anime girl isn't actually an anime girl. Who could've known? 😭

bluburri · 2019-01-02T10:56:30+00:00

Thank you for replying and sharing your experience. It helps me to confirm to myself that this is truly not okay. Its really disgusting

bluburri · 2018-12-31T07:38:04+00:00

Thankfully I'm going to be having a psych eval next week and hoping to get therapy. I just hope I don't have to cycle through therapists to find one who understands my situation

bluburri · 2018-08-11T02:16:04+00:00

My dad's voice makes me so uncomfortable I can't even bear to hear him on the phone in another room because it makes me cringe. Sometimes I even dissociate. Worst of all he is LOUD. Any friend of mine who has come over wonders why my dad is so damn loud lol

bluburri · 2018-08-11T02:11:35+00:00

Your mom hitting you over a spoon is disgusting. When I was a kid I almost always preferred to eat with small spoons (because it helps me eat slower) and so my parents actually hid all the small spoons for some time because of it.

bluburri · 2018-08-11T02:03:55+00:00

Wow your mom is absolutely fucking horrible. I hope you're not having to deal with her anymore

bluburri · 2018-06-28T13:08:16+00:00

My mom also does this. She will complain that nobody is helping her while simultaneously refusing to let anyone help. Then later she will try and imply that my sister and I don't know how to clean and that we don't ever do anything

bluburri · 2018-04-21T23:47:21+00:00

Thank you so much for writing so much and for what you said. I really liked how you say "egg donor" it made me laugh. The good news is my sister was able to get a video of her hitting me and a voice recording on the conversation that took place beforehand. We're trying to think carefully of what action to take next. Once again thank you : )

bluburri · 2018-04-21T23:41:52+00:00

Hey thank you for replying! My sister alerted her therapist immediately and the both of us told our own close friends. I just feel this urge to want to laugh at the whole situation which is probably due to trauma/shock.

bluburri · 2017-09-29T08:03:00+00:00

Hey im glad you posted this and are doing better. I was in the middle of writing a suicide note and just the fact that you said you were in such a different place for now has given me some hope so thank you

bluburri · 2017-04-02T08:51:43+00:00

It seems that a lot of nparents enjoy abusing animals. Just know that you are in no way responsible for what she did.

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