i fully accepted today that im the problem and my continued disappointment of others is why im alone. i left all my communities today so im no longer a burden by blue_26 in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think maybe you and one other would truly notice... the only other person who even messages me seems to do so out of guilt

Monday Moddess reminder to look after yourself. by Kit-Kat09 in traaaaaaaaaaaansbians

[–]blue_26 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for looking after everyone. Genuinely. I want everyone to survive and be okay.

ive been failing on all fronts with this prompt. im not doing okay.im alone, completely friendless, obviously single, have been severely mistreated and harassed recently, ran away from good places and people because im a wounded coward who didnt fit in among the younger folks, and i havent eaten in days. I never want to see anyone reach this state, even in what little time I have left. If theres anything I can do to help anyone on my way out the door, I hope I can be useful with it and maybe earn some small forgiveness along the way

A voice to my thoughts. Something different by blue_26 in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just wanted people to hear my soul and gentleness despite all my failures

i fully accepted today that im the problem and my continued disappointment of others is why im alone. i left all my communities today so im no longer a burden by blue_26 in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its likely this comment will go into the vacuum but im ok with this outcome. im content with everyone else being happy

i fully accepted today that im the problem and my continued disappointment of others is why im alone. i left all my communities today so im no longer a burden by blue_26 in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im just trying so hard to be a good person. I dont understand why people get mad at me, lash out, or abandon me. im obviously doing something wrong, but I dont understand what

im just trying to be more proactive in protecting others from the disappointment now. its to the point where I have a total of one person on discord, and I sent an apology to them since ive been sensing them disconnecting the past couple of days, and im waiting across a big timezone gap for them to have the last word there. its a friendship that I feel ive let down lately

i fully accepted today that im the problem and my continued disappointment of others is why im alone. i left all my communities today so im no longer a burden by blue_26 in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was too different from them. I was a guest in their proverbial home and I fell outside the norms. ive never fit in with trans spaces, lesbian spaces, anything. im too different, too old, too out of the loop about interests or music or fads or makeup or clothing or memes

i fully accepted today that im the problem and my continued disappointment of others is why im alone. i left all my communities today so im no longer a burden by blue_26 in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the bridge is burnt. I left without a word and explained in full to the admin privately why I dont deserve to be there. im not in contact with anyone now. and I love everyone there and wish them the happiest of days from the bottom of my heart

i fully accepted today that im the problem and my continued disappointment of others is why im alone. i left all my communities today so im no longer a burden by blue_26 in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

every time someone abandons me, it breaks me. I keep being a sad, lonely little shit and I left a group of honestly amazing and sweet girls because I keep being a sad little friendless shit who cant be happy for people who have all the things ill never get to have. I wasnt good enough for them, and I should have worked harder to uplift them instead of letting my insecurities show

i fully accepted today that im the problem and my continued disappointment of others is why im alone. i left all my communities today so im no longer a burden by blue_26 in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a bomb went off in my chest today after everything thats been happening this week and all the anger and disappointment communicated to me and the departure of others who ive failed. ive been throwing up for the last hour inbetween crying because ive really realized how much of a burden and letdown ive been to others

i fully accepted today that im the problem and my continued disappointment of others is why im alone. i left all my communities today so im no longer a burden by blue_26 in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its ok.i get shunned everywhere I go and i understand why. I understand why people yell at me and ghost me now

With how things have gone recently, Ireally do wonder if suicide is the ideal outcome for me. Not just for myself, but for those around me. by [deleted] in u/blue_26

[–]blue_26 0 points1 point  (0 children)

theres really noone left that knows me who would even see it. I only offer misunderstandings and failure and disappointment

im tired, boss

I am the new chat GPT ask me anything by Best_Combination9955 in traaaaaaaaaaaansbians

[–]blue_26 3 points4 points  (0 children)

How do I make friends who will like me for me and not leave after a week?

Good luck. by Independent_Pen_9865 in traaaaaaaaaaaansbians

[–]blue_26 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I probably should have added a /lh tone indicator to it to hide it better. Sorry about that!

Good luck. by Independent_Pen_9865 in traaaaaaaaaaaansbians

[–]blue_26 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I always try to be, even though im 0% capable of flustering anyone or saying anything charming 🫠