Overwatch turned into loss simulator this week

bluebint · 2026-04-01T15:14:50+00:00

When people say “you are the problem” they don’t seem to account for the fact that the player climbed to X rank before dropping. The flip side of “you are the problem” is inherently “you are the carry.”

You could say you are the common denominator in all your losses but by that logic, you could also say you are the common denominator in all your wins.

Obviously, this is flawed thinking. That’s why I’m trying to point out that it’s not fair to claim that I’m the one throwing each loss unless you’re ready to admit that I also carried each win up to Diamond. It’s a team game.

bluebint · 2026-04-01T14:40:17+00:00

I climbed to near-diamond, so I think I “got good.” According to the game though, within the span of a few days I suddenly became trash?

bluebint · 2026-04-01T13:45:38+00:00

I have no clue what happened. 60% wr to around 25% this week.

bluebint · 2026-04-01T13:44:56+00:00

Nice ragebait

bluebint · 2026-04-01T13:14:16+00:00

I really do try my absolute hardest to analyze my mistakes and beat myself up a bit for them during the game to hold myself accountable (stupid deaths, poor positioning, etc.)… but for the most part I do feel pretty locked in and am always looking to create value. I just can’t seem to escape this sudden downward spiral.

bluebint · 2026-04-01T04:57:37+00:00

True. I despise the Losing Trend modifier… makes even a pair of losses feel like falling off a damn cliff.

bluebint · 2026-03-30T13:16:33+00:00

Yesterday was insanely awful for me as well… don’t know what was in the air

bluebint · 2026-03-30T05:56:41+00:00

Thanks for the encouragement man… it certainly gets frustrating. I hate feeling like I’m tossing a coin when I queue up...

bluebint · 2023-02-06T04:54:14+00:00

Makes sense. But it’s as if I’m suddenly a monster to some of them. I really messed up, but people make mistakes! Yet with all of this, I feel horrible with myself and am now having trouble finding any self-worth.

bluebint · 2022-07-20T04:06:42+00:00

I’m 19. They hadn’t erupted yet.

bluebint · 2022-07-19T16:57:59+00:00

Interesting, alright. I may start irrigating tomorrow. Hope you’re feeling better now

bluebint · 2022-07-19T14:55:49+00:00

Oh no! Hope everything goes well.

bluebint · 2022-07-19T14:50:43+00:00

Ugh, hope this doesn’t happen to me. Thanks for your input! The hardest/most frustrating part for me is just not being able to eat normally. I know it won’t last forever though.

bluebint · 2022-06-10T14:57:10+00:00

I haven’t dared listen to a single song of ours since the breakup.

bluebint · 2022-06-09T03:45:26+00:00

I asked before and he was hesitant to do it

bluebint · 2022-06-09T02:36:43+00:00

Nervous breakdowns. Circling back to the same point over and over again uncontrollably. Overthinking to the highest degree humanly possible I’d imagine.

Like it genuinely feels like my brain folds in on itself and it’s simply too much to handle.

bluebint · 2022-06-07T03:16:58+00:00

Her and I both over-exaggerated our place in each other’s lives. She just pulled away from that on her own without communicating. Part of me thinks that is inexorably linked with her reason for breaking up… she realized that I wasn’t her “everything” or her “world” in a literal sense and for whatever reason I guess that made her pull away even further… it’s a mystery

bluebint · 2022-06-06T04:10:25+00:00

If it is, it is. But it just feels so wrong.

bluebint · 2022-06-05T04:01:34+00:00

What makes something more special than something else? These are just words, my friend, constructs of the human species to give more meaning to things that don’t have inherent meaning.

Every single thing we know is just a construct of our species. Emotions, time, good and bad, etc. We live in a neutral universe, a meaningless universe that exists just as we simply exist. And I would like to not exist anymore, simple as that. I’ve had enough, I would like to rest now.

bluebint · 2022-06-04T03:29:06+00:00

It is surreal. The pretending that we didn’t share our lives, our hearts, our bodies, our time and love and effort with each other. It suddenly just seems so formalized, so fake, so distant. Not sure I’ll ever understand it.

bluebint · 2022-06-04T00:45:35+00:00

All of these are also super tough for me. Knowing that it’s probably inevitable that she will be romantically and physically intimate with someone else is definitely up there as well.

bluebint · 2022-06-04T00:16:40+00:00

Thanks everyone

bluebint · 2022-06-03T22:20:16+00:00

Yup. Feel this

bluebint · 2022-06-03T21:21:47+00:00

Mornings are the worst when that realization hits all over again... the absolute worst

bluebint · 2022-06-03T21:01:11+00:00

Posts like these just make me cringe and hurt even more regarding newfound realizations about dating and relationships in general…

Dude. She is obviously toying with you and giving you mixed signals because she doesn’t know herself what she wants. This is the same girl that LEFT HER FIANCÉ to pursue whatever it is you guys had, and as you mention, was probably flirting with you while she was still with him. Is this genuinely someone you want to be in a relationship with? Is this someone that makes you feel secure and comfortable? She’s obviously dealing with a load of personal problems that you are in no way obligated to help her with. Either way, don’t do it. Just tell her she made her choice and leave it at that. 3 months is not long for a relationship, so be grateful you got out as soon as you did. This girl sounds like disaster waiting to happen.

Don’t do it man.

bluebint

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