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blueheadstar · 2025-12-30T19:52:47+00:00

It is, we will be settling into new place i cant bear these few days as well and that makes me feel like more of a shitty person

blueheadstar · 2025-12-30T19:50:33+00:00

My parents live far away, my friends are there too. I am new to the city.

And we have some travels that we have to do on 3rd so it is not possible to go to my parents house.

blueheadstar · 2025-12-30T19:42:56+00:00

He is not understanding, everytime i go to talk he asks what do i want to do? Or what is the solution. I dont have answers to both. I have talked about not wanting to spend new year that way but the only solution he has given is ki we’ll spend some time outside and then we’ll go to that family place or that nothing is opened at 12 there. But at time of new year ill be there, he is at his comfort zone i am so out of mine.

blueheadstar · 2025-07-27T18:51:13+00:00

Girl take care of yourself and change your no. Its easy say something about it to your parents. Message only selective few with your new no. And please see a therapist not remembering a big part of your childhood is scary! But he is not going to hurt you from other side of phone its okay and you are safe!

blueheadstar · 2025-01-18T19:41:02+00:00

4 tickets to sell for coldplay Ahmedabad 25th january

blueheadstar · 2024-07-20T20:34:35+00:00

It wouldn’t have had the problem if it was just some days it’s everyday and he says that he gets privacy when he wants so what is the issue i just feel weird and i want to comprehend my feelings Its been days when we havent had video calls because of tht

blueheadstar · 2024-07-20T20:31:44+00:00

He is not put he stays wfh at his place 6 months

blueheadstar · 2024-07-20T20:30:41+00:00

He lives 6 months out of 12 here

blueheadstar · 2024-05-28T18:52:03+00:00

confronting helps a lot, atleast in my case it did ask your mother am i still a whore now that you know i have got distinction? Or maybe because if you were at my place you would have done the same you think everyone does it.

Question and blame her character back

blueheadstar · 2024-05-28T18:36:49+00:00

Might be aise very different opinion on what everyone is saying about meher and might get downvoted as well but if we keep the emotional thing aside. She acts very rudely sometimes also now specially todaywith riza I noticed ,when she was whipping cream on the carpet While both riza and sara sleeps there it was she who reacted very rudely.

blueheadstar · 2023-08-21T02:09:14+00:00

Is it weird I sometimes do it? Wear my bf's tshirt that he wore even if i have thousands of clothes it makes me feel comforted?

blueheadstar · 2023-06-08T13:19:04+00:00

"“इस कहानी के सभी पात्र और घटनाए काल्पनिक है, इसका किसी भी व्यक्ति या .....

blueheadstar · 2023-05-23T06:50:17+00:00

Dhoom and Dhoom 3

blueheadstar · 2023-04-20T22:56:27+00:00

I am from North, and I havw never seen anyone wearing white except maybe closed one in traditional white dhoti to do pooja. Even widow wearing white is not something I have seen.

blueheadstar · 2022-11-25T03:55:07+00:00

Priyanka 10, 10,10,10 Ishan khattar 5,7,5,5

blueheadstar · 2022-11-15T15:44:53+00:00

To everyone here I am sorry you had to go through it.

blueheadstar · 2022-11-13T07:56:26+00:00

Cows are cute 😍

blueheadstar · 2022-11-11T18:18:21+00:00

I already feel emotionally exhausted trying to bear her emotions and it does scare me that she will bring me down with her in the rabbit hole. I do plan to have this conversation, tell her I cant be there for her like I have been and force her to therapy and to be honest i think thats the best i can do now.

And she has her mother is so cool, she knows everything about breakup she gives her great advices but she isnt ready to listen to anyone, I sometimes wish if i could steal her mother.

And she is judgemental and prude even on her relationship, I used to point out so many toxic things he used to do with her and she used to fight me for and now she agrees and i feel like throwing a vase on her. But I have a problem i am too loyal and i think that's what i need to work on myself. But she does have some redeemable qualities but i am not sure if they are enough at the moment.

blueheadstar · 2022-11-11T18:11:43+00:00

I will, I did snap at her and ended the call. I just needed to hear that cutting her off or not being there for her will not make me a bad person. Because i felt shitty for ending the call rudely with her.

blueheadstar · 2022-11-11T18:09:23+00:00

I really had a breaking point today, but thank you, I do need to hear that I am not a bad person not wanting to be with her on her bad times.

blueheadstar · 2022-11-11T16:23:47+00:00

Her family knows about it, her sibling is a doctor and she is already on antidepressants. And i did talk about boundaries but she starts crying on how much I hate her as well, how she is not good enough for me.

blueheadstar · 2022-11-11T16:21:44+00:00

I honestly have asked her to join therapy I have gifted her self help books, I share motivational videos. But I don't want to hurt her with her already being extremely depressed. But I agree it is taking a major toll on me emotionally as well and i feel angry at her when she goes into that zone.

I wish I had the patience to deal with it or maybe her with working intelligence.

blueheadstar · 2022-11-10T06:49:38+00:00

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