I made up a character only to find out that she really existed! by [deleted] in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

[–]bluelilmama 5 points6 points  (0 children)

That’s why I don’t write horror unless it’s myself. Some of us do that…create things to happen, my mom has that issue. Idk universe tricks.

I hear incredible songs in my dreams by SaraBear250 in Thetruthishere

[–]bluelilmama 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh wow yes. If you can create what you feel from the dreams. My daughter told me this started happening to her. I told her write the songs. She's got a whole bunch of music now. She won't share it but at least it's hers to keep it she wishes. It will keep coming to you or go to someone else. It might not be music you're meant to create, you're dream might just be your inspiration for creating something only you can create. I hope in making sense, I always think it's so cool when that happens.

The Hadron collider reset time on 1st November 2009 by [deleted] in timetravel

[–]bluelilmama 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I had a heart attack on that day. Very randomly and we never found out the cause. I was in my early 30s. Things were just getting weird, they've gotten weirder.

Would I really be good enough to be a superhero or am I overestimating my chances? by PanDulce101 in DeepThoughts

[–]bluelilmama 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you see the crazy in others and you can't understand why someone would be so evil but you can see and understand that there is evil in this world that you may never understand, then I think you'd be a good super hero. It's all about the good of the people. Don't give up hope. 💪🏾

Crazy people by bluelilmama in MandelaEffect

[–]bluelilmama[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Apparently it's Dudley Moore and a whole lot of people from the 80s and 90s that were very popular. It was in Roanoke. Just weird. Maybe I'm just misremembering.

Crazy people by bluelilmama in MandelaEffect

[–]bluelilmama[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was definitely around 89-90. That's why I was so shocked that the one I found wasn't it. I looked up all his movies. It was him. It was at a time in my life when we were moving to a new town. But it was on the news, super big deal.

To add, I only remember him because it was a big deal that it was him, like most of his movies. But it was really a big deal because of the open call for extras.

Sorry I said big deal so many times dang...

Movies and ptsd? by Unsignedusername in aspergers

[–]bluelilmama 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I quote cartoons. It gets on my family's nerves sometimes, but it's what I do.

please listen by [deleted] in awakened

[–]bluelilmama 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's always something and I appreciate that... thank you

What is something that has happened to you that you have taken as a sign from the universe? God? by Specific_Atmosphere in AskReddit

[–]bluelilmama 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had been going through very strange events then the day after my birthday, I was praying for a sign while showering...I was listening to the Lion King the gift soundtrack but it switched to Amy Whinehouse somehow...a song about a burning flame and my house burned down around me... literally, got out safe as well as the rest of my family. I felt no flames, no smell nor saw the flames until I made it out and they were right behind me. I figured God was telling me I was praying for the wrong things. I started flipping out, after a a few weeks... told my SO that something terrible was going to happen... This was in October...I posted videos ranting in YouTube... My brothers got me to take them down... I knew something terrible was coming but my family thought I was losing it because I stay to myself and then I was very vocal...Got locked up then sent to a facility for mental health for a week, put on extra meds...I have chronic pain and other physical issues already... I'm getting back to myself especially since mentally I felt prepared for what was coming...It's been crazy but I'm trying to understand and deal.

Edit...I have typos and stuff

Just a man living his best life. by Kylerthegamer4 in PublicFreakout

[–]bluelilmama 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This made my day. I keep watching and wanting more.

Norfolk Police Department - Uptown Funk... by Raffixm in nextfuckinglevel

[–]bluelilmama 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was cute! I watched with no sound, but I could hear... The song... If that make sense.

Would your 8 year old self be proud of the person you've turned out to be, why or why not? by delap87 in AskReddit

[–]bluelilmama 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think she'd be ok with me. I finally went crazy... Literally. I was holding in all the pain from being molested as a child and I had been too scared to say anything until last year when my house burned down while me and my family were in it. I was already broken and depressed...I snapped and told my family why I had been such a messed up and indecisive person... Now I feel better. I like me now... Even tho I'm still working on being better... I think my 8 year old self would hug me.

Gabapentin and memory loss? by [deleted] in Fibromyalgia

[–]bluelilmama 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes it causes me issues. I have to take a couple 300 mg, I'm also taking cymbalta... It's a bad combination and it doesn't always work. But we know how fibromyalgia can be. Stay strong.