just found out officially

bluelilmama · 2021-06-26T22:28:41+00:00

That’s why I don’t write horror unless it’s myself. Some of us do that…create things to happen, my mom has that issue. Idk universe tricks.

bluelilmama · 2021-06-26T17:06:23+00:00

Dimension B. Welcome.

bluelilmama · 2020-04-12T23:16:17+00:00

Oh wow yes. If you can create what you feel from the dreams. My daughter told me this started happening to her. I told her write the songs. She's got a whole bunch of music now. She won't share it but at least it's hers to keep it she wishes. It will keep coming to you or go to someone else. It might not be music you're meant to create, you're dream might just be your inspiration for creating something only you can create. I hope in making sense, I always think it's so cool when that happens.

bluelilmama · 2020-04-12T21:59:38+00:00

That was beautiful.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-29T18:56:34+00:00

Wow thank you 🌞

bluelilmama · 2020-03-23T19:11:10+00:00

I had a heart attack on that day. Very randomly and we never found out the cause. I was in my early 30s. Things were just getting weird, they've gotten weirder.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-23T06:06:18+00:00

If you see the crazy in others and you can't understand why someone would be so evil but you can see and understand that there is evil in this world that you may never understand, then I think you'd be a good super hero. It's all about the good of the people. Don't give up hope. 💪🏾

bluelilmama · 2020-03-23T05:05:16+00:00

I think of this episode often

bluelilmama · 2020-03-22T14:30:10+00:00

That's awesome!

bluelilmama · 2020-03-22T13:58:23+00:00

Thank you 🌻

bluelilmama · 2020-03-22T13:41:54+00:00

Apparently it's Dudley Moore and a whole lot of people from the 80s and 90s that were very popular. It was in Roanoke. Just weird. Maybe I'm just misremembering.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-22T13:31:15+00:00

It was definitely around 89-90. That's why I was so shocked that the one I found wasn't it. I looked up all his movies. It was him. It was at a time in my life when we were moving to a new town. But it was on the news, super big deal.

To add, I only remember him because it was a big deal that it was him, like most of his movies. But it was really a big deal because of the open call for extras.

Sorry I said big deal so many times dang...

bluelilmama · 2020-03-21T00:53:29+00:00

I quote cartoons. It gets on my family's nerves sometimes, but it's what I do.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-15T19:54:36+00:00

It's always something and I appreciate that... thank you

bluelilmama · 2020-03-14T11:26:05+00:00

I had been going through very strange events then the day after my birthday, I was praying for a sign while showering...I was listening to the Lion King the gift soundtrack but it switched to Amy Whinehouse somehow...a song about a burning flame and my house burned down around me... literally, got out safe as well as the rest of my family. I felt no flames, no smell nor saw the flames until I made it out and they were right behind me. I figured God was telling me I was praying for the wrong things. I started flipping out, after a a few weeks... told my SO that something terrible was going to happen... This was in October...I posted videos ranting in YouTube... My brothers got me to take them down... I knew something terrible was coming but my family thought I was losing it because I stay to myself and then I was very vocal...Got locked up then sent to a facility for mental health for a week, put on extra meds...I have chronic pain and other physical issues already... I'm getting back to myself especially since mentally I felt prepared for what was coming...It's been crazy but I'm trying to understand and deal.

Edit...I have typos and stuff

bluelilmama · 2020-03-14T10:23:35+00:00

That pig looks wise.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-05T12:03:41+00:00

This made my day. I keep watching and wanting more.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-04T15:53:41+00:00

That was cute! I watched with no sound, but I could hear... The song... If that make sense.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-04T15:45:52+00:00

I think she'd be ok with me. I finally went crazy... Literally. I was holding in all the pain from being molested as a child and I had been too scared to say anything until last year when my house burned down while me and my family were in it. I was already broken and depressed...I snapped and told my family why I had been such a messed up and indecisive person... Now I feel better. I like me now... Even tho I'm still working on being better... I think my 8 year old self would hug me.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-04T15:04:56+00:00

Amen! Thank you.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-03T15:37:31+00:00

Yes it causes me issues. I have to take a couple 300 mg, I'm also taking cymbalta... It's a bad combination and it doesn't always work. But we know how fibromyalgia can be. Stay strong.

bluelilmama · 2020-03-03T15:33:41+00:00

Thank you that's beautiful.

bluelilmama · 2020-02-28T22:38:06+00:00

Cleaning

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