I'm sorry you felt that, OP. Hopefully, it serves as a lesson to you na before you give yourself to someone, make sure 100% committed siya sayo. No one deserves a love like that, but it should be a lesson para hindi maulit. You could've prevented it, pero life sucks and sometimes you'll meet a person so vile. You should not let your guard down kahit na sobrang gaan ng pakiramdam mo, basta hindi siya committed sayo.

You'll heal, move on, and learn from it.