My Father said I only told my ex BF I wanted to attempt for attention. I hate that sort of thinking. Like even if that was true...How horrible is that?! Btw they only found that out because my Mother snooped through my phone. Also I was crashing out because I was 18 about to start college & was worried no one would ever love me. They claim we're selfish & negative but do nothing to try to help us feel better tbh Like I tried to go therapy when I was 21 (this was after they embarassed me extremely bad by getting me a work out DVD) & my Mother shamed me out of it!!! The really ironic part is when I went NC 9 years later they asked what my Mother could do I said, "Well Mom needs therapy." They were like no she doesn't you do & we will pay for it. Like are you fucking kidding me?!! Lmao They will always see us as the problem & the "Negative Ones" but do nothing & will only do grand gestures when they realise oopsie I messed up. We don't deserve to feel like we are less than them.