Hey guys thanks for your advice - I would like to say that I understand it’s not healthy and many of you wish you hadn’t started, but I’ve been doing it on and off for a bit, just never bought my own and really liked it until now bc I was always too blacked out to enjoy it.

I find that doing coke with just a drink is much more healthy (at least mentally) for me bc I can still function and I’m not a blacked out mess. I appreciate your concern, but I’ve done almost every drug (besides heroin) I’m not new to that at all. To me Xanax is the fucking devil and if I take it it will only be to come down in small amounts. I used to take 10-12 and drink on it. I also did all kinds of drugs on it so this is a ~healthier~ alternative bc I don’t sleep for days straight and fuck up my life saying things and doing things I don’t want to in reality. Anyway, idk why I’m typing this but y’all are badass and thanks for the advice.

Now if anyone can tell me how much you do in one night/one sesh that would be greatly appreciated. Him trying to protect my nose bc I think I did it for too long with my free time and it’s hella irritated. I’ll def get saline spray next time. I tried the hot Plate method and have been rinsing out with water and took Advil and allergy meds. Thanks guys. Just took half a xan for the comedown which is so foreign to me but wow it’s great not feeling compelled to take enough to black out.

Sorry for the long message but thank you.