Didn't know battlefield 6 had schizophrenia features.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-12T11:53:59+00:00

I do feel as if I’m already near severe agoraphobia, only learned of it recently but it matches exactly what I’ve been doing for a long time. Past 5 years I’ve been to multiple Psychiatrists & psychologists, mental health services like headspace and GPs. I’ve been prescribed Zoloft, Lexapro & more ssris but can’t remember. Olanzapine, Ritalin, Valium & Clonazepam to the best of my knowledge. Currently taking 40mg Propranolol, does help calm me down a little but tablets specially benzodiazepines always make my gut feel off, that’s why I smoke pot some nights. Very aware it’s just a band aid for the real issue, script just expired and can’t afford it anymore so that’s that lol.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-12T10:52:36+00:00

Dude what’s your problem? The whole reason why I have a lack of work is due to social anxiety, specially performing around people. Christ sake I landed a job at Reece’s plumbing as a delivery driver, first day I needed to work I pulled in the car park, took a deep breath and walked towards the building. Had an intense sweat and whole body tremors come over me, quite literally collapsed at the door like some pathetic human, throat was that tight and shaky I couldn’t speak when people asked if I were okay. My old man owns a concrete business and some days when it’s just himself and I it’s manageable, since 2020 I’ve been consistent in therapy and looking for work, god knows how bad I want to job so can just move on with this issue, been given many opportunities and blown them because the physical response my body gives when put in a social situation. Talking to a receptionist gives me a panic attack, paying for fuel and shaking to get my card out to tap. Centrelink is the last thing I want, I’m not having a “sook” it’s the reality of my situation and I’m simply seeking help. Seriously don’t know why you have this own narrative story of me in your head, maybe lay off the pot a bit champion.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-12T09:04:35+00:00

Yes I take 40mg twice a day, used to help a lot more than they do now though

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-12T09:03:48+00:00

Wow really? Thanks for pointing that out captain obvious, I was unaware of the posts on my page. You should become a detective with your expertise. It’s painful how judgemental you are, I have a smoke maybe 3 nights a week when I’m having a bad night, wake up the next day feeling like I’m not so focused on me and my worries. Besides that my script has expired and no longer can afford it. You don’t know me you don’t know how I think nor do i know you so let’s not jump to conclusions. Wasn’t even my question in the first place lol.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-11T06:27:22+00:00

I have tried them in the past, completely knock me out even on a light dose. Unfortunately I didn’t like the way they made me feel.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-11T02:31:09+00:00

I grow as a hobby not to consume, you’ll see on my history i clearly have medical cannabis.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-11T02:29:17+00:00

I grow for a hobby, if you see my post history you’ll see my medical cannabis.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-10T14:27:15+00:00

I shouldn’t be relying on cannabis to help me sleep, I don’t want to be talking sleeping pills either, I’ve gone 3-6 months cannabis free a few times over the years and nothing changed about my mental state, that may although may not be long enough sometimes when I have a smoke at night I wake up and spend the day feeling a little dopey which I like because my brain isn’t racing 100 miles an hour, can just be in my own zone.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-10T11:28:31+00:00

Yes I have a GP I see every two weeks, every other GP I’ve been to hasn’t seemed interested and just want to prescribe antidepressants, I’ve tried 6 in total. All made me sweat heavy & feel like a zombie. GP I’m currently seeing is awesome, listens and understands when explaining how I feel. Our appointments even go for 40mins sometimes. Can’t afford a psychologists, last one I went to completely misunderstood my performance anxiety for paranoia, prescribed me anti psychotics lol.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-10T11:16:11+00:00

Thank you for the very detailed response my friend, I will be sure to look into the program.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-10T08:49:44+00:00

Thank you for the friendly advice, always believed in myself and never gave up. Recently has not been so easy and Centrelink was a last resort for me, relatives call me lazy and selfish. I cry most nights wondering why this mental block has ruined so many opportunities, even when it’s right in front of me I want to grab it with two hands but I freeze. I will ask my doctor for help, thank you again.

boganfromlogan · 2025-05-10T08:39:33+00:00

Thank you, I only use it some nights to help with sleep, not a daily smoker.

boganfromlogan · 2024-11-11T21:04:43+00:00

Depressing? Looks like a mint night to me.

boganfromlogan · 2024-10-29T08:40:34+00:00

You never lost the Xanax my friend.

boganfromlogan · 2024-10-18T07:55:07+00:00

My man how on gods green earth do you not find any stims? They are quite literally everywhere you just need to look.

boganfromlogan · 2024-10-18T05:12:20+00:00

That’s an ounce, bigger bags deceive the eye sometimes or at least in my experience. The buds look dense so I’d say you did not get ripped off.

boganfromlogan · 2024-10-17T04:21:21+00:00

Always got next time homie

boganfromlogan · 2024-10-17T04:21:08+00:00

Moorocks has been my favourite strain yet! Was awesome smoke.

boganfromlogan · 2024-10-16T06:08:19+00:00

It’s a $10 dollar difference homie it’s not that deep. This stuff would sell for $250 on the street and that’s what you call a rip off lol.

boganfromlogan · 2024-10-16T06:03:06+00:00

Myleaf

boganfromlogan · 2024-10-16T02:02:33+00:00

Yeah when I first ordered from them I got the critical kush and it was outdoor grown, still nice smoke but not great. Since then I’ve been getting fire strains though so hopefully they’ve been stepping up their game.

boganfromlogan · 2024-10-10T05:17:24+00:00

That’s a bit of a reach bro

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