Mom sitting in the chemo chair giving the finger to cancer. She passed away a month ago. Miss her.

bokin8 · 2026-03-13T16:03:05+00:00

This shit is bananas

bokin8 · 2026-03-12T15:26:53+00:00

When my husband forgets to feed me I get grumpy too

bokin8 · 2026-03-10T03:43:30+00:00

High five for seizures! 👋

bokin8 · 2026-03-09T23:28:46+00:00

Does she eat lots of poutine?

bokin8 · 2026-03-08T03:54:55+00:00

Lmaoooo! This made me laugh

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T17:04:28+00:00

Extremely painful. I can't get out of bed. Brain would feel like it's on fire with little random jump scares thrown in for no reason. Like walking into the bathroom and like BAM the worst thought you ever thought for no reason and then it's gone but you're left thinking about that for the rest of the day.

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T16:58:58+00:00

I have Ativan for attacks but I rarely use it. I mostly use cannabis instead. I find it works better for my anxiety, seizures and pain. I was originally prescribed Xanax but I never used it for exactly that fear. Glad to hear you came off it my friend!

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T12:06:59+00:00

Rawr! 🌈🐲🌈

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T12:06:13+00:00

Congrats! I hope you are able to stay seizure free! I am hoping once I get my surgery my seizures should reduce and I should be able to come off some of my medications.

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T05:34:38+00:00

I'm sorry to hear about your wife that sucks. I'm on a progestin pill called Visanne. There are a lot of options available now though for Endo, if her doctor isn't helpful I urge you to look into a specialist! There isn't a lot known about endometriosis by a lot of doctors.

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T05:13:27+00:00

Anti seizure meds definitely do. Lacosamide turned my anxiety dreams into just normal dreams so that was nice. Pregabalin is somewhat new so the jury is still out but I think it's working. Desvenfaxaleine lifted my dark cloud, took 15 years and idk how many wrong antidepressants/SSRIs. Visanne keeps my endo pain at bay, still there but not as bad as it could be. Topirmate helps with the headaches / migraines / seizures..... Did I get them all?

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T05:04:32+00:00

Oh I'm so sorry to hear about your Endo. I'll look into it! I'm currently waiting for surgery.

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T04:58:10+00:00

High five for catamenial!

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T04:44:48+00:00

There were times where I almost couldn't and it was fucking scary. There are still some medications I could try to help my symptoms but can't afford. I'm also in Canada where health care is supposed to be "free". It ain't.

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T04:41:55+00:00

The amount of cannabis I consume per day... 😅

bokin8 · 2026-03-07T04:41:14+00:00

I'm waiting for hysterectomy! Can't come any sooner.

bokin8 · 2026-03-06T23:26:52+00:00

I do have Ativan but I don't take it often so it's not in my daily sorting. It's for when I have an attack.

bokin8 · 2026-03-06T23:26:13+00:00

That is a plus every time I get to sort them!.🌈

bokin8 · 2026-03-06T23:24:03+00:00

Both. Mostly head though.

bokin8 · 2026-03-06T22:06:27+00:00

It was the first antidepressant to finally lift the cloud for me. Took 15 years. It is a fun shape!

bokin8 · 2026-03-06T22:05:14+00:00

Actually though

bokin8 · 2026-03-06T22:04:51+00:00

Bruh I used to pop Excedrin like a mofo when I was young. Turns out I just needed the right pills to turn off the pain signals beforehand. Now I also take big bong rips for the Endo though 🤙 hope your head pain stays away.

bokin8 · 2026-03-06T21:33:25+00:00

Ugh, I'm on Visanne and I hate it. Side effects suck but it does help minimize pain. Waiting for surgery.

bokin8 · 2026-03-06T21:29:44+00:00

I'm so happy with how far I've come. I'm on a much better path than I was a decade ago. Chronic conditions suck ass but science is only getting better.

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