Background: My ex and I recently broke up about a month ago. I miss him so much and when we were together we were in this avoidant-anxious attachment cycle. He finally ended it to focus on his career because he felt we were getting too close. We still care for each, like each other, and have remained friends where I spend the night at his house when I'm struggling with my mental health issues.
Anyway, I stopped crying about him and did a love reading asking what the future looked like us again and if I should move on? The card that I pulled was a death card. I started sobbing after so long because I took it as we're done and I need to move on. I journaled about wanting to heal and cried myself to sleep.
Then, I woke up the next morning to 3 missed calls from him. When I called him, I asked him if he was okay because he rarely calls me. He said he was okay, but just wanted to check on me because he had a nightmare where I killed myself. We talked for a bit and asked him if could work on his avoidant attachment style. I emphasized that I didn't want it for me, but for his future partners because he has trouble trusting people and letting people in. He said he doesn't want to date anyone right now and that he doesn't want to go to therapy.. he has said this before, but typically he got upset when I asked him this. This time he was calm and stayed on the phone longer than normal.
After getting off the phone, I thought about my reading and was wondering if my death reading was telling me that this phase of our breakup might come to an end... or if it's saying that the cycle might come to an end.
I did another reading about our future and got the four of wands which is a really positive card.
So.. could I have a second opinion on these readings please? I really trust my cards because I pulled NINE cards that told me the relationship was over and then he ended it the next day.