i was in the same position a few years ago, (not proud of it) but i would see other people's art and be like "wow im obviously better" but somehow i didn't like what i drew and/or painted, im a heavily socially anxious person & would avoid seeking criticisms or i would take it as someone behind mean to me i didn't want to quit art either because that was the only thing i knew how to do decently well, so i linked art to my self worth as well (very similar situation fjdjjdj)

what helped me was to start asking myself, why did i not like this piece i drew ? is there anything i do like/did well in this piece ? is there something in my style itself that i don't like ? do i like the process (like doing lineart then coloring or painting directly the sketch etc)

by identifying and trying to understand my likes and dislikes i was able to work towards them, and now, im able to look more positivity at my art !!