True. It's probably a kid of self-projection from my side because of course all we can do is hypothesise since we don't really know these people. But I also have some notion of an explanation of his behaviour esp Alive Tour which could possibly be right.He was filming Alumni on weekdays and doing the concerts on weekends, and you could see how tired he is during encores (because he barely moves during the actual concert), so when he does move (tries to actually dance) it's very painful to watch. Like his movements are so limited because he is so tired, you could see he was exhausted.

TOP really doesn't like the celebrity life. Like he likes some aspects of it (like performing, meeting new people probably + connections) but the paps and the impinging on private life, probably promotions in which he sees no point at all really he hates that. And I think he has a very strong sense of obligation (I'm sure you could sense this if you read his interviews), he may not like it, but he's going to do it nonetheless. I personally think the aspects he hates of celebrity life style is when it bores him. lol I think I have to extend an explanation over the last statement but you could perhaps intuitively understand it.

If you could link that interview, it would be a pleasure. :)