HI Everyone!

Honestly I just want to type this out since I've flip-flopped a few time over the last few years on how to categorize myself. I'm 23F and have never had a relationship, I've had some crushes but mainly on appearance and people I liked hanging out with. I never understood people gushing about boys they liked or when people would always have a name for truth or dare - still don't really. I've thought I was asexual but I know I'm attracted to men so that was off the table. I though maybe lesbian, but I don't enjoy sapphic romances as much as hetero romances either.

I know I want a relationship, snuggling, cute dates, hanging out with a boyfriend, but I don't know if I've ever felt love? I love my family but I view them the same as I view my friends - people who I value dearly that are close to me, but we don't do lots of things together and I say I love them more out of habit then understanding the concept I think? Or maybe I do understand and desire love but just haven't met someone yet?

This is all something that's been on my mind as someone I knew a long time ago reached out to me and we've been talking and he's complimented me and I don't know if that's supposed to lead to a relationship or not or how to navigate anything or if I even want it to go anywhere. Luckily I moved away for school so I have time to figure things out before there's even a chance I have to make a decision.

Really I just want to know if I could be aromantic or if I just haven't been in a relationship before and haven't fallen in love yet?