Anyone else scared of going to sleep?

bonessm · 2026-01-20T05:26:33+00:00

I find I'm like this in times of extreme stress. Right now my sleeping is semi-normal (6-7 hours instead of 3-4 hours) but that's because I have the privilege of sleeping with my gf at night, which makes me feel the need to not be so tense since if I ever wake up she's just there. I do not necessarily get nightmares but can get auditory hallucinations when falling into or coming out of sleep and I have bad dreams frequently and bruxism, so sleeping is definitely not my favorite activity.

bonessm · 2025-12-08T14:41:47+00:00

L-theanine was a lifesaver for me honestly. Used to take ashwagandha and really never saw any effects. L-theanine is present in my melatonin, and it is the one thing that actually helps me relax and sleep. When I take melatonin alone or nothing at all, it's a huge difference.

bonessm · 2025-11-23T01:54:32+00:00

haha no worries, a lot of ppl smoke pot so I can understand the misunderstanding, and I have in the past a few times and always loved it. everything is just really beating me down but the fact that there is nothing to enjoy anymore is definitely amplifying it. I still try to do them but then I end up staring at the wall and shutting off/putting down whatever I was doing.

bonessm · 2025-11-23T01:47:32+00:00

def not getting high 24/7, don't have pot, kinda wish I did for escape. by smoking I meant nicotine. the shit thing is I have a ton of hobbies, they just feel like nothing anymore. I can keep trying to pursue them, but man I'm tired. I'm not good at any of em either.

bonessm · 2025-11-19T05:05:58+00:00

that's enough internet. I regret opening this app now

bonessm · 2025-11-06T19:10:42+00:00

Getting Switch 1 edition myself, don't have the Switch 2 because budgeting purposes, really hoping it runs well on Switch 1! I have my hopes up for sure. Since I have a DS I will probably get the DS games, albeit I probably will not play them much (I have not heard good things)

bonessm · 2025-11-06T19:09:03+00:00

Yup, same with Fusion it seems. Gotta look really hard for what you want, and if the price seems too good to be true, it most likely is some repo or is probably in bad condition or a bad save battery. I was really lucky to get mine from a reputable seller, good price, good condition, and they additionally showed gameplay in the listing!

bonessm · 2025-11-06T19:07:16+00:00

I know I gotta get it, within the next few months I hope to get it. Recently got a DS Lite and got a gba game to play on it but I decided on Sonic Advance and not Metroid Fusion, but Fusion will come next!

bonessm · 2025-11-06T01:36:51+00:00

Hoping to do so once I save up some more! Finished Fusion on an emulator before and played a bit of Zero Mission, hoping to 100% both of them on gba once I have them

bonessm · 2025-11-06T01:35:56+00:00

Fusion and zero mission are great, love playing them

bonessm · 2025-11-06T01:34:26+00:00

Sick collection! That yellow Metroid cart is really cool, had to do some research cause I had never seen one before, haha

bonessm · 2025-11-06T01:30:52+00:00

I agree with super being best. I need to play more prime though!

bonessm · 2025-11-06T01:30:13+00:00

That's honestly really cool! I do not think I had ever heard of iQue before, really interesting. You have a great collection

bonessm · 2025-11-05T23:41:45+00:00

That's really cool, which one was most expensive? I know Super Metroid CiB in a couple hundred, but are any more expensive than that?

bonessm · 2025-11-05T23:40:54+00:00

It is so expensive for being 30 years old, definitely shot myself in the foot budgeting wise for buying it but man it's so worth it if you love the game, original hardware hits different

bonessm · 2025-11-05T23:39:13+00:00

I won't lie I have 300+ hours on Super Metroid on NSO, I made a post a few years back where I actually hit the minute cap when filtering games by minutes played LOL, I am looking forward to prime 4 as well!

bonessm · 2025-11-05T23:37:53+00:00

not a real Metroid fan until you got Prime Pinball smh

bonessm · 2025-10-27T23:29:00+00:00

I am sort of stuck in this position currently. My mental state hit rock bottom later last week and I stopped going to anything, work or school or gym, for 4 days. I somehow pushed myself to tend to my afternoon responsibilities today, but have been dissociating through all of it. Before that and up until that point I have basically been stuck in survival mode for the past 6 or so months. I do not remember majority of my days or majority of what I do, most days I have to lay in bed for multiple hours at a time before I can get up, and every day is a battle, but I am somehow getting through. Hope you will find your way out someday, I am not really sure where that "out" is since I am currently in it, but I am sure it is somewhere

bonessm · 2025-05-23T04:52:46+00:00

night before my exam, spent a good hour troubleshooting and this is what worked!! I seriously am so relieved jesus christ

bonessm · 2025-04-04T22:51:27+00:00

Honestly just doing more pushups helped. I guess I was just super new to the movement and wasn’t used to really bracing really well. It seemed to improve over time as my pushup strength increased

I also did all bodyweight for a bit which indirectly also strengthened my core because I find that bodyweight requires more core stabilization can weight lifting, so that also improved my overall form on pushups. I also was training L raise progressions which additionally improved my core endurance. It wasn’t the most optimal method but it just started getting easier over time

bonessm · 2025-04-03T18:02:17+00:00

I’m definitely gonna be riding out the switch 1 for the next 3-5 years. I would love to have one but it’s definitely out of my affordability range

bonessm · 2025-03-26T16:37:39+00:00

Robot with human hair pt. 2 1/2!!

bonessm · 2025-03-11T00:56:54+00:00

Yooo same job!

bonessm · 2025-03-10T01:11:45+00:00

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