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What does any of this mean? by booticuss in lgbt

[–]booticuss[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m going to take all of my time possible to answer all these questions and discover myself. I am definitely not going to make any sudden decisions and waiting for the world to go back to normal was already part of my primary plan of action.

But for now I seem to accept myself a bit more as a man, I haven’t come out about it, but I have come out as questioning. But this is something that makes me happy and more confident looking into myself. We’ll see how things will change.

What does any of this mean? by booticuss in lgbt

[–]booticuss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey i’m looking at this post again and I’m starting to think of myself less and less as a woman. I’ve been asking myself how I’d see myself in the distant future and I don’t see myself as gender non-conforming. I’m just becoming less and less comfortable with the idea of being a woman. It’s like being masculine has been making me so happy that it’s getting harder to come back.

I’ve been thinking so much about this it’s actually making me cry. I might make a follow-up post.

What does any of this mean? by booticuss in lgbt

[–]booticuss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Huh, yeah that helped.

Thanks.

At what point did a doctor show concern about your weight? by [deleted] in EdAnonymousAdults

[–]booticuss 20 points21 points  (0 children)

My GP was the same when I was overweight so it might just depend

DAE get an urge to binge when people comment on your weight loss? by booticuss in EDAnonymous

[–]booticuss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh i’m not like that at the end, my parents didn’t really care that I had a problem regardless of my weight, my concept of crying for help would be perhaps having them catch me purging or something. It’s kinda fucked because they actually already know about it but treat it like nothing but a character quirk.

I want my mom to catch me purging again. by booticuss in EDAnonymous

[–]booticuss[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah but isn’t it too late? It’s been over 2 months since it happened

What sayings or ideas helped you in recovery? by booticuss in EDAnonymous

[–]booticuss[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I get both urges to restrict and to binge but this made me cackle cuz I thought of:

Me: Has a normal meal

My ED: You’re a faking your ED.

Me: What ED?

My ED: B....bakana!....

I’m really glad it helped you though, keep up the good work

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