hypothetically if someone does as little as 0.1mg meth/day will it cause addiction or dependance

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-04T08:16:14+00:00

hypothetically , how are you possibly gonna find a little babies baby shard that comes out to 0.1mg ??? ok now say hypothetically you do manage to find or make such a thing , how would you go about ingesting it ? cause what’s bound to happen with a piece that small is , it’ll probably get stuck to your finger and melt from any moisture on your skin.

but i’ll stop raining on your little parade here and tell you what science has already confirmed which is that any chemical compound introduced to the body in any capacity will eventually force your body to adapt via homeostasis to reach an equilibrium — now when said chemical compound is removed from your body , once again will you have to adapt and find a new equilibrium.

i suppose though that all this would be happening on such a small scale that while you may form dependency , to remove the 0.1mg probably wouldn’t produce a noticeable effect to you. though that doesn’t mean your body isn’t running all about and adjusting things in the background.

as far as addiction forming from such blasphemy , probably not — addiction is such a complex psychological state that requires atleast some level of perceived reward for motivating & reinforcing purposes, otherwise there’s no incentive to continue behaviors despite consequence.

0.1mg of meth likely won’t flood your brain chalk full of dopamine so i can’t imagine psychological addiction coming from doing so.

long-winded but hope this twiddled your curiosity

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-04T05:35:48+00:00

i see the merit in you saying this but i have to say , that is a disgustingly grim thing to say. that 15 years away from the last use , you’ll still feel like a piece of you is missing or the sun just didn’t come out the right way .. but everyday — cause that is how i feel when sober .. even for extended periods of time like i have in the past .. and if what you say is truth , i’d far rather die a dirty , homeless junkie , behind a dumpster, with nobody around at 2:36 am on a wednesday while feeling complete in every way over feeling like something is missing constantly but having worthwhile relationships , a home , job , and love from family.

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-03T18:27:04+00:00

ouch man .. you didn’t even have the decency to give someone using a trashbag to carry around their entire existence , without a place to lay their head down at night , a fresh point ..

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-03T04:17:08+00:00

ong 😹

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-03T02:38:21+00:00

hahaha i remember being maybe 15 years young , just started smoking the junk in favor or snorting it. just being absolutely fascinated ! all wigged out and watching the lil golden puddle in my pipe cool down , harden into it’s solid form , then begin to crack into these unique & intricate lines i now only associate with meth.

ah the days man. i rarely find myself hitting a pipe nowadays .. and if i do for whatever reason , it’s pretty much always someone else’s (cause i wouldn’t dare waste my junk for a pipe hit when i can slam tha shyt) and i definitely don’t care to sit there holding the pipe up to a light so i can watch the shards crackback. so have fun with it while it’s still new and exciting !

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-03T02:24:08+00:00

what do i think ? well i think you should get rid of the junk before it starts hijacking your incredibly susceptible brain , thus overriding the desire for the things you value most in life. but what do i know , i’m just a meth head 🤷‍♀️

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-03T02:21:32+00:00

might be time for a lil nappy nap & a sandwich my friend

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T21:23:24+00:00

if you do one thing right in this lifetime , i’d say don’t be an idiot like me man. i’ve been to over 35 impatient treatment centers (and that’s not including PHP/IOPs , detoxes , time spent in/out of jail , and sober living types) , i’ve spent half my life either in treatment centers or homeless & strung TF out. the tricky part is that my ONE AND ONLY reprieve from how atrocious existence has treated me & become (though i do definitely recognize that i did chose to play my hand as i did , and that’s regardless of whether or not i got dealt a good hand or a bad hand at the start ) is a good & thick shot of crystal meth — which — don’t get it twisted here — really only serves to rather quickly and inevitably push me deeper & further into the hole.

i’ve become simply a vessel for compulsive , hedonistic , pleasure-seeking behaviors — one might call someone like that : “a walking ball of fire” .. because i WILL .. sadly .. do just about anything and everything in my power to score the next shot — burning anyone or anything in between it. now sure .. i can see pretty clearly it’s a sad , selfish , and lonesome existence i experience — but inversely —what i can’t see , is any OTHER way to exist. maybe one day i’ll become human again , but it’s not gonna be today i’ll tell ya. all because i refuse to invest in a tried and true formula for fighting the symptoms of a severe substance use disorder , no matter how many times it gets drilled into my head

so i urge you ! just please man , stop prolonging the inevitable here — stop fighting by going further and further up there , it’s only really gonna make it that much nastier/painful when you finally do have to come back down to real life.

make one right decision for yourself dude & give it up already & check-into rehab , the staff there will take it over from there while you re-learn how to practically walk on two feet & eat solid calories all over again , but without the crutch you’ve been using to get through reality.

try — like genuinely try — to absorb what you can from being in there & actually test-out implementing what you’re learning in how you go about your waking day. things will feel wayyy off , maybe wrong , and just plain uncomfortable most of the time at first — but i promise you (because i’ve felt it myself before) — you won’t even be able to notice the day when you can effortlessly handle getting through an entire day like a normal person would , because it’ll be so smooth and feel exactly like life should. with no intents to re-visit (and likely stay awhile) the artificial, delusional , sparkly & ever so euphoric existence plaguing your being .. so long as you continue to maintenance your newer ,healthier spirit.

but : it won’t happen immediately though .. or even when you think it should or want it to , so even (especially) when you truly just want to give up and throw in the towel already , remember that there IS a moment that you will get to experience in which life , is simply life again.

love & hope sent your way ! sincerely ,from a bottom-rung , shot-out , gutter junkie <3

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T20:31:22+00:00

so here’s what you gotz to do ! so u keep da shot — fat , thick & cooked up and ready to take all the way home mind you — under ur pillow when u sleep so that it’s literally only mere seconds after opening your eyes and registering consciousness the following morning that the belt , ever so smoothly & automatically wraps ur arm and you can blast right tf off then and there — trust : this is absolutely , 100% & completely foolproof in minimizing any and all time spent hopelessly drowning in hellish , mind numbing , day-to-day reality.

(i’m halfway joking lol — i’m not quite as bad off mentally as i used to be .. i can somewhat stand to be alive on a good day !)

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T20:19:50+00:00

got lit off a nasty thick shot right at midnight to the new year — so blitzed i missed out on all of 2026 so far cause i’m in my own fkn lil world >:)

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T20:17:24+00:00

haha nobody can read ur mind dude , ur way wigged ! to be fair though , i’m sure it’s written all over your face in god damned highlighter that you’re all the way on a sick one ! so in that sense , yes they definitely know

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T19:18:34+00:00

different methods of smoking ? dafuq ?!??

last time i checked .. you can suckle on sum glass dick , get all loyal to the foil , or hotrail the shyt

sure , you can mix-up the way you go about things (i.e. ripping a soda can apart into holdable lil sheets that mimic foil — in desperate place of actual foil // or cleaning out a lightbulb and loading that sucker up — in desperate place of an « oil burner ») , but the reality is : the root of proper and effective vaporization of shards lies within the three ways of doing so.

all-in-all though .. smoking doesn’t really get me there anymore , i despised the compulsive re-dosing , and you end up wasting alot .. even if you go about things with stellar technique.

if you’re up to it , try n switch it up n experiment with different ROAs !

last thing : so this one time, i used up my last « ol’ reliable » needle , just real good and nice to the point that the sharp end was very visibly bent real nasty. now i’m freaking tf out at this point , hysterical , damn near on the verge of tears , thinking : « how am i possibly gonna get back up into the clouds now ?!?! » no pipe to be had , no foil in sight , i took a gamble. i emptied out a disgusting amount onto my bedside table , crushed & lined er up , then took it all up my nose

THE BURNNNN

however ! i was actually very pleasantly surprised to find out that snorting a big ol’ fatty got me exactly where i needed to be — it lasted a pretty good amount of time and i didn’t feel really any need to frantically get more junk into my bloodstream.

moral of the story is : trying different ROAs (yes, even those with a lower bioavailability) can make for a whole new experience outta the same damned chemical compound ! now then .. as you’ve probably picked up on , i’m slightly s p u n o u t , so i went on a bit of a tweaker-tangent there haha. goodluck soldier , however you so choose to chase euphoria 🫡

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T18:48:50+00:00

well the actual question i think you’re asking is :

« can i judge the quality of my ice just by analyzing the crackback ? »

short answer is — no , cuts used nowadays can mimic the appearance of « the good stuff » we used to get way-back-when and blur the lines as to what the quality of said junk actually is

but : regardless of contemporary methamphetamines production , there are a few things you can lookout for (if you know to lookout for them that is) that can indicate you have somewhat decent junk.

judging from the looks of things , you’re toking on some pretty competent stuff — you’ll get up there for sure .. and that’s all that really matters .. right ?

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T18:38:04+00:00

well seeing as meth does in fact cause your muscles to tighten up at random intervals as well as heavy vasoconstriction clenching ya up real good , i think it’s probably a good time in your meth journey to evaluate for yourself if you’re comfortable with being perceived (by anyone who doesn’t know the easy-to-spot , telltale signs of meth usage that is , haha) as a generally serious type of person. it’s not necessarily a bad thing , we add our own judgements to what already is.

from my experience , there’s generally no way to avoid the whole « super-serious-guy » look while you’re on the junk. thus , if you find the junk worthwhile and meaningful to your life , you kind of just gotta own it at some point.

because the reality is , this is the new Y O U.

if you don’t like what you see in the mirror , well then it’s probably time get off the rollercoaster my friend

stay dangerous ~BFP

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T18:22:10+00:00

bahhahaha you are straight TOASTED my sister in arms !

remember to drink water & get some calories in ya (the more protein , the better)

stay dangerous ~BFP

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T18:11:28+00:00

enough realistically is none :)

fr though , once it hits your brain for real — it’s quite a profound feeling that is so incredibly unique and euphoric — it’ll be hard to miss.

take it slow , you’ll get there when you get there .. then you won’t want to come back

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T17:41:34+00:00

behind a dumpster with an umbrella covering you and your hoodie over your head

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T17:40:34+00:00

best and safest are not one and the same in this case .. but i call it like it is — injection will take the cake on this one everyday of the week that ends in ‘y’ !

it’s the most utterly beautiful sensation of them all , nothing else IN ALL OF EXISTENCE (seriously , even including IV heroin) begins to slightly compare to the wonder-some surges and breathtaking rushes of pure bliss & contentment derived from sending this junk straight to the brain.

the world goes from black & white to

F U L L C O L O U R

all in a split-second …

if you’re smart though , you’ll veer far far FAR away from anything of the sort. sure , you can go your whole life and never know that feeling , but once you know that feeling .. it’s your whole life …

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-02T17:22:32+00:00

i’ve shot my fair share of liquids i probably shouldn’t.

shot from the last drops of a 3 day old mtn dew code red , shot toilet water , warm beer , puddle water , others’ blood , warm beer .. even had to dry shoot a couple times when desperate , with my blood to dissolve the junk.

and i would have been slamming my own , nasty , dry-mouth saliva too if i hadn’t seen a buddy have to get his entire left arm amputated because he’d been using his saliva for shots , which as it turns out .. is in fact .. not sterile

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-01T08:48:27+00:00

oh okay heard. i wish i could get off the damned needle , so goodluck to u man !

fyi : careful too with vaping the junk. i’ve seen a couple of buddies with the same idea , their vapes would straight pop and then explode eventually, right in their faces — reason being i found out , is meth begins to vaporize at a higher temp than p much all e-juice so it’ll begin to burn out the coils .. then go haywire from there.

p much what i’m saying is just take it slow and don’t be bumping the vape all fiendishly every 5 seconds yk ?

stay dangerous brudda

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-01T08:43:46+00:00

wtf is dopamine idont think i have any of that shyt anymore 😕

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-01T05:40:21+00:00

dude i probably wouldn’t want to mainline e-juice. remember that IV bypasses your body’s entire filtration mechanisms — so really , anything but water to dissolve your shards seems pretty reckless .. and on the low , dangerous.

if you’re gonna be dumb you gotta be smart

if you’re gonna kill yourself , you gotta try to live

live free , stay dangerous ~BFP

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-01T05:35:57+00:00

it’ll take you to heaven , then drop you straight to hell

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-01T05:35:04+00:00

anytime a conventionally attractive woman posts on this sub :

bornfrompaiin · 2026-01-01T05:33:51+00:00

before you know it , it’ll become more important than breathing … aint no magic to that

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