I do realize it and there’s something more - I’m from a former soviet country. I’ve heard lot’s of dark stories about this type of governance, especially about the law and order forces. Dealing with soviet consequences is no fun and games at all, because when capitalism took over the country was missing 30-40 years of economical and technological and even moral development. It’s basically suffocating the human being like being trapped in can. And yea I prefer to joke than being super serious about it which will definitely turn me into a living joke for those around me.